Kanan p.o.v

"Mister Jarrus. There is a problem with Ezra"
When the doctor said that my heart broke in thousand pieces.

"A-a problem? What-what problem? How bad is it?"

"Mister Jarrus Ezra's left leg has a problem so Ezra will not be able to use it for very long time. I am so sorry"

"You said that he will not be able to use his left leg for a long time. How long exactly?"

"For some years maybe four or five"

"How is he going to walk then?"

"He have to walk with crutches"

The doctor said. It's my fault. I left my little miracle with that monster. How could I be so terrible father?

"Oh mister Jarrus. He is awake. You can see him if you want"

I thank the doctor and started to walk for Ezra's room. I was really nervous. What if he is mad with me? What if he doesn't think of me as a dad anymore? What if he is blaming me for what happened. I was out of his room now. I stood there for a moment. I took a deep breath and I opened the door. I saw my little miracle sitting on the bed reading a book. He didn't seemed to have notished me so I walked and sat next to him. Then he looked at me with that blue eyes and I felt like he was reading my soul.

"Are you ok papa?"
When he called me like that I started to cry and I hugged him tight.

Ezra p.o.v

"Are you ok papa?"
As soon as I asked him that he started to cry and hugged me tight. I said hugged me? I meaned  squeezed me to death. The doctor must have told him about my leg. I hugged him back and I laid my head on his lap where I could hear his heart beating. I felt safe and warm there and for a moment I forgot everything. When he released me he looked at me without saying anything. Why? Was he mad at me.

"Papa? Why are you not talking to me? Are you mad at me?"

Kanan p.o.v

Me? Mad with my little miracle? I could never be able to be mad at him.

"No! No my little miracle. Of course I am not mad with you. It's just. I am so sorry. All this it's my fault. I left you with that monster and you will not be able to use your left leg cause of me" I hummed softly his left leg with a broken heart cause I knew that he couldn't feel it.
He didn't say anything and just hugged me with tears and I hugged him back. Some times I am thinking that I don't deserve a kid like him. I can't even imagine my life without him. I just hold him there. In my lap. Wanting to protect him from everything bad.

Two days later. Still Kanan's p.o.v

The doctor said that Ezra could come home. So I am now driving with him asleep on the sit next to me. I parked the car.

"We are here" I whispered in his ear and he opened his eyes with a yawn. He took his crutches and got out of the car. We gasped when saw our new home( cause Souzan destroyed our old home and when I found her she is going to have a strong kick in her ass for hurting my little miracle).
We opened the door and enter in our home.

"Can I see my room papa?" Ezra asked.
I nodded and smiled at him. I helped him a little on the stairs and when we were on the second floor I show him his new new room. He smiled when he saw it and I smiled too. I continue and show him and the whole house and we played for the rest of the day. The night he passed out cause of the tiredness and I picked him up and went him to my room. After what happened I wanted to make sure that he is safe every minute. I lay him down on my bed and I lay next to him. I wrapped my arms around him and like that I fell asleep.