I grab my phone from my bedside table and grip it tightly. What have i done? I thought. I first think of what to type and then i begin to write my message to Shannon.
Lauren: Hey Shannon, I'm so sorry. If i had known you gave up the space for me i wouldn't have taken the offer. Please forgive me xxx

As soon as i press send, i lay back in my bed and wait for a response.Almost instantly a replying message lit up my phone with a buzz. I roll over and pick up my phone and read the message.
Shannon: Hey Lauren, its Collins. Shannon isn't really happy right now, she is currently crying, i gotta keep her happy. She isn't up for speaking at this time. Sorry. Collins xx
I drop my phone in complete shock. I then sit there in silence, my heart was shattered. This offer, has ruined our once very close friendship,and now there was nothing i could do about it.

I wake the next morning,quilt flowing through my body. I sadly plod downstairs to meet my mum in the kitchen.without saying anything she walks over to me and gives me a long, loving hug, which lasted for a minute or so. She then let go of me and looked at me with a sad look on her face. She had obviously heard about the offer and my recently ended friendship with shannon. 'Oh Lauren, I'm so sorry." Was the only thing that escaped her lips. I cry into her shoulder. "Im leaving later today and I'm never going to see her agin, nor collins or devan." I say between sobs. She bugs me again and agrees to help me pack for Engalnd.

2 hours later, my room looks bare. The only things that i see in my room are my bed, my wardrobe and a mirror. Holding back tears i message collins and Devan on instagram. "Going to the airport hope you are coming to say goodbye 😋 see you then xx"
I put my phone into my pocket and help my mum load the last of my stuff into the trunk of the car. "Goodbye California, ill see you in 4 years time" i say out loud. I feel tears forming in my eyes as i get in the car. I go on instagram and see that loads of Keypers have commented saying things like "goodluck!" Or "have fun in england!" On my most recent picture. I then see that Collins and Devan have both tagged me in a post.
I first click on Collins' photo to see a photo of me, collins and Devan in walmart, the first picture we ever took together. I thought about how far we had come since we took that phots. A smile grew on my face and a few tears streamed down my face. I wiped them away with the sleeve of Devans sweatshirt that i was wearing.i then scrolled down on the picture and read the caption. It said 'it honestly feels like forever since we took this pic. Cant believe your leaving. We will all miss you so much! Stay safe xxx ps: send me a postcard when you reach England 😂❤️💙' i quickly wipe away the fresh tears that had left my eyes, gave the post a like and left a comment that read 'awe Collins this is so cute! I will miss you so much xx ps: don't worry already planning on what to writ on the postcrad 😂💙'

Then i clicked on Devans post and it was a collage of pictures of me and him, including a few pctures of me and him on the beach on our first date and some of us at disneyworld. There was also some that he took of me pulling silly faces at the vamera. I laughed and cried before giving it a like and reading that caption. Where do i start?! My princess, my Lauren, goodbye. I will miss you so much! But don't worry ill be over to visit before you know. I love you xxxx 💙😍😭
I sat in the back seat of the car crying all the way to the airport.