Keerti's point of view

I was sitting on the bar stool at the bar counter, holding a glass of lemonade and looking at it blankley, thinking about my life.

My professional life is going great. Serra gave me a new project and she likes the designs which I represent but I don't know about me personal life. It's like a roller coaster to me. The guy I love is also in love with me but the fear of my brother doesn't let me to confessed my love to him.

It's become hard to ignore James when we both lives in a same city and he is a best friend of Siddharth bhayi and visit him often. I was having fun in my office annual function but when he come with Serra her date my blood boiled with jealousy and the first time in my life I wanted to rip someone's throat. But it's not Serra's fault, james also seemed more comfy with her like they both are dating each other and it added the oil in my jealousy. Since then I was ignoring him. He tried to talk to me but I gave him attitude.

"Thinking about me." My body stiffened hearing and heart beating fast hearing his voice so closed to my ear.

I turned to him and he set near me at the next bar stool with a smirk on his face.

"One martini Please.." He ordered a drink of himself.

"I don't have enough time to think about you and what are you doing here ? Fo back to Serra she must be waiting for you." I said sarcastically while sipping  my lemonade.

"Are you still angry on me for that? I said I am sorry. She asked me to be her fate for a function and I just can't say No to her." He said while looking at me apologetically.

"That's your fucking problem. You can't say No to anyone. If she asked you to sleep with her you'll do that without asking any question." I said in a loud angry tone looking at him furiously.

"...and why does that affect you because last time I checked you don't love me and I am still pretty single. So you don't tell me what should I do." He said while greeted his teeth and look at me with same rage as mine.

Realization hit me hard as soon as words left from his mouth. It was like someone threw a ice bucket on my face. I slowly turned my head from him and look in front of me.

He is right. I don't have any right on him. He can date anyone or sleep with them and I am no one to stop him to do that. For how long he will wait for me. He waited enough, I can't hold him back forever. He wants to move on and I should let him.

"I am sorry..I didn't mean that." He apologized.

"Remember when I was in my final year of my high school and you were in London for your studies and didn't came home on Thanksgiving holiday." I said looking at the same place blankly.

I continue again when he hummed.

"That year school arranged a a dance party. A boy asked me to be his date for dance party and when we returned from the dance party he drop me at my home but he kissed me forcefully and bhayi saw that. He beated him until he lost his consciousness." I turned my head to look at him and he is clutching his glass tightly and his jaw is clenched. But when he looked at me his eyes turned into soft.

"I'll do the same." He said putting his hand on mine.

"No, you don't get it. Bhayi didn't know that he kissed me forcefully.  Bhayi thought that we both were dating and he dared kiss me at our home. That's why I broke up with you. I can't see you getting hurt. I can't see my brother to turn into a monster because of me." Tears welled up in my eyes and before they could streamed out of my eyes I got up and walked out from there.

"Keerti..."

"Keerti stop.."

I heard him calling me but I didn't stop. Tears finally streamed out from my eyes and I opened the back door of club and walked outside in the open sky.There are some people at the back side of the club, some are drinking and smoking and few couples are making out at the corner.

Cold wind touched my face soaking my tears but before they could dry completely more tears came out from my eyes. I still remember that night like yesterday and my soul shook to the core when I remember that. I cupped my face and a loud sob escaped from my mouth. My whole body is shook due my weeping.

Someone spun me around by elbow and embraced me in a warm hug. I immediately encircled my arms around him and hug him back when I feel the familiar warmth which I am feeling after a while. I hide my face on his chest and started crying whole heartedly.

"Why didn't you tell me about this. Why are you hiding this pain in your heart for long." He whispered in my ear while holding me tightly.

"I just don't want to hurt you." I choked in my sobs.

"You are hurting me by hurting yourself." He whispered. I can hear the sadness in his voice.

He broke the hug and cupped me face between his palms and looked into my teary eyes. He slowly wiped my tears with his both thumbs.

"You are hurting me by staying away from me. I just want your love nothing else." He said while caressing my cheeks with his thumb.

I looked into his ocean blue eyes. I can see love in his eyes for me and the pain I am giving by denying my love for him again and again. But it's enough. I don't care what will bhayi do or what will he think. He has agree for our love. I am his only sister and the only daughter of my parents, they always treated me like a princess, if bhayi will not agree I will make him accept our relationship when right time will come.

"I am tired of running away from you. I don't know what will happen in future but I want to be with you. I want to be in your arms. You are my first love and will be the last. I love you James Walker. I love you so much. Please do the honour to kiss me and seal our love with the kiss." As soon as words escaped from my mouth he pulled me to him at the back of my neck and slammed his lips on mine.

I tasted the same minted breath again which I tasted years ago when he kissed me fist time. His lips still feel the same as years ago. His lips perfectly molded mine and slowly started moving  against mine. I encircled my arms around my waist and he pulled me to him to kissed me deeply. He entangled bis fingers into my hair to push them back and tilted his head little to kissed me deeply. He parted my lips with his tongue and our met to explore each others mouth. My mind started feeling dizzy and my knees started getting week in pleasure. I can't believe I am kissing my love right now. I am kissing James.

After feel like eternity we broke the kiss to take a breath. Our chest is heaving up and down to catch a breath.

"I love you." He said while touching our foreheads.

When he said those three words realization hit me hard. Did I just confess my love to him. Did  I just asked him to kiss me.

"Oh! My God....Did we just kiss?"  I take a step back and cupped my mouth with my hand look at him with shocked eyes.

First he looked at me confusingly.

"Is that mean, we are together again." I asked him still in my shock.

He chuckled softly and beautifully and shake his head amusingly.

"Yes my drama queen." He said while pulling me closer to him by my hand.

"First I am not a drama queen." I said while narrowing my eyes on him.

"Okey I am sorry. You are my sweetheart and what's second thing..?" He asked me while caging me in his arms by putting his both hands on my waist.

"We have to take things slow.  I want to know so many things about you which I missed in four years and we both tell bhayi but not now. We will tell him when the right time will come and make him understand about our love. Till then we can't tell anyone that we are together." I said while looking into his ocean blue eyes.

"Okey.. I am sure he will understand. Now can I kiss you again." He said while looking on my lips but before I could answer him he pulled me in a deep kiss.
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Preeti's point of view

I was in kitchen, cooking breakfast for everyone but my mind is in the last night incident.

I was angry with Siddharth and he was trying his best to earn my forgiveness when I feel a sudden nausea tic and suffocated inside the club and walked outside to get the fresh air and I freezed at my place  when I saw keerti and james were kissing each other. They looked happy and so in love with each other. But why keerti lie to me when I asked her about James and her relationship. She knew that I will be her side and would help her to convince Siddharth but why did she lie. Before I could confront her Siddharth came and dragged me inside the club. He didn't see them because his all focused on me.

When keerti said she love him but there is nothing between James and her I believed her. She told me not to talk about this with Siddharth, though I wanted to talk to him about this but I didn't feel it right without Keerti's knowledge so I let it go the topic but now it's bothering me again. I have to talk to keerti again and I hope she will say truth this time.

"Preeti...Preeti..."

I came from my thoughts with my husband calling me.

"Preeti..."

I am still angry on him and and not talking. How dare him to said that the girl gave him a mindblowing sex in his life and that to be in front of me. And what about me. Didn't he get satisfy with me? Am I that bad, well I think I am not because he get hard every time when I just blush then how that dark hair girl satisfied him and I think I am more beautiful  than her, his words not mine. I know he had a past with god knows how many girl and I really don't have problem with that but he doesn't need to explain his past pleasure life in front of me. Last night, first time I make him sleep on couch as his punishment, though I didn't sleep well without him but he deserved it so next he will careful with his words in front of me.

"Preeti..."

I switched off the stove and walked outside the kitchen while wiping my wet hands with my drape. Nick is also sitting on the breakfast table. I didn't know when he came.

"Hey..pretty Preeti.." He said while taking a apple from fruit basket.

"Hey.." I replied with smile.

"Preeti.." Siddharth called me again a bit louder this time.

"Beta...why is Sid is so grumpy in morning." Mom asked me while buttering the bread slice.

"She must be make him sleep on couch." Nick murmured underneath his breath while beating his apple and grin like this is the great news but dad heard him because his head spun into his direction.

"What..?" Dad asked him confusingly.

"Actually... Last night..."

"He must be need something. I should go." Before Nick could say something I cut him off in mid sentence and walked to upstairs towards our room where my dear hubby is ready to take whole house on his head if I won't show up in next two seconds.

My anger shooed away as I look at him and I am started missing his touch,  hug and kisses. His punishment is over but I want to play little more to annoy him.

I stood at the door of our room and look at my handsome husband who is buttoning up his cufflinks and looking sinfully handsome.

Why he has to be so handsome..?

"Preeti...baby where is my watch and wallet." He asked me while looking art me through the mirror. I narrowed my eyes on him telling him that I am still angry on him.

I walked inside the room and took a wet towel  from the bed and threw it on the laundry basket.I know he is doing it deliberately to get my attention but I am going to give him hard time. My lips curled into a playful smile but I soon wiped it off before he catch me smiling. I slid out the left bedside table's drawer and take out his wallet and watch and give it to him. I was about to leave when he caught my wrist and spun me around. He put his both arms around my waist and pull me closer to him. I put my both arms on his shoulder to balance myself and looked at him while narrowing my eyes.

"Are you still angry on me?" He asked.

"What if I am..? " I said while raising my eyebrows.

"What should I do to earn your forgiveness." He asked while looking at me with puppy eyes. I pressed my lips to suppress my laugh looking at his face.

"She gave you the mindblowing sex of your life. Then go and ask her. You must be bore with me." I said while holding his both hands from my back try to release myself from him but he tightened his grip on me and pull me closer to him.

"That's the point my love. I had sex with her but I make love with you and the intimate moments with you, they are so special that it will be sin to compare them with any meaningless sex. Even your jealousy makes me hard and if you don't believe then look down on my pant." He whispered huskily looking at me intensely.

I slowly bent down my head and looked down on his pant. He is hard. I can see is bulge under his pant making a little tant under his pant.  My cheeks turned into beetroot and I hide my blushing face on his chest.

"You are so shameless.." I playfully slapped on his shoulder. He chuckled softly and tightened his grip on me. I also laughed softly while hugging him tightly.

"I have something for you?" He said while breaking the hug and walked towards bed.

"What.." I asked him when he opened the drawer of bedside table and took out something in it.

He walked to me and handed me the blue jewelry box. I looked at him confusingly and he gestured me to open it through his eyes. I slowly opened the and my eyes become wide in shock and my lips curled into a huge smile when I looked what inside it. I looked at him and he nodded his head while chuckling looking at my shocking face. Inside the box, there are the same studs which he gifted me in our first month wedding anniversary and I gave them to the goons when they attacked me.

"Yesterday I got a call from police station and they gave them to me." He said while shoving his both hands in his trousers.

I encircled my arms around his waist and hugged him tightly while kissing him on his right cheek.

"Thank You so much. I felt so guilty when I gave them to him."  I said while breaking the hug and looked at him.

"Nothing is more important then you." He said while caressing my cheeks lovingly. He bent down his head and kiss me deeply and passionately.

*****
I asked keerti again about James and her relationship but she denied it again. She said there is nothing going on between her and James and I feel hurt. She told me not to enter fair in her personal life much and I feel hurt hearing her words. I don't  know why she lied to me. I always be with her when she needs me and helped her to convince Siddharth for relationship with james then why is lie to me.

I was sitting in a living room waiting for Siddharth. It's 11.30 p.m and there is no sign of him. Everyone is in their room must be sleeping. I am feeling tired and headache is killing my head. Now days  I am getting tired soon and headache and fever is now like a part of my body. At noon I caught a fever but I feel fine after a little rest but headache is still not gone.

Siddharth texted me earlier that he will be late today because of his meetings and told me not to wait for him and sleep but I like to wait for him. I like when he came home after his tiring day and I will be there to welcome him with a warm hug. I like when I served him food and he told me about his day in office. He always texted me when he was going to late from office and not to wait for him but he knows I would and I will be. I love to wait for him and do all these things for him.

I stood up immediately and walked to the door when I heard the honking of car. Siddharth step outside from the car and gave me his thousand volt smile and walked to me when he looked at me stood on the door waiting for me.

"I know you are waiting for me." He said while pecking on my forehead and took me in a tight hug while lifting me from the floor.

"You feel lighter than before. I think you lose some weight." He said while making me stand again on my feet.

"I'm perfectly fine. Come you must be hungry." I said while holding his hand and drag inside the house. I helped him to take off his suit jacket and told him to get fresh till then I heated food for him.

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"Preeti you are not taking care of your health. I wasn't joking when I said you are weak then before." He said while eating his food.

"I am fine." I said while serving him a chapati.

" No you are not fine. You looked tired and exhausted. You also eating less now days. Maa told me, today you caught a fever. I'll fix the appointment of doctor tomorrow." He said looking at me concerned.

"No need. I already asked Anshul and he told me it's just because of my climate change. India's weather is much different than here so It will take time for me to adjust. He prescribed me some medicines and I am feeling much batter then before." I said looking at him and gave him small smile.

"You sure...?" He said while putting his hand on mine on the table and looked at me with concerned.

"Yes..." I nodded my head as 'yes' with a soft smile.

******

"Si... Siii...Sid...Ahhh..."  I moaned when he thrusted deeply inside me.

Our room is filled with moan and groan ls when we both making love passionately. After a tiring day when he make love to me we both blocked outside world and just lost in eachother. His every groans make me crave for more more and he gave me more of him out of my expectations. Only a side lamp is giving a light to whole room and stars and moon making our night more romantic.

"Preeti..." He moaned my name while thrusting deeply inside me and took me in a deep passionate kiss while increasing his pace and I know he is closed.

"Aahhh.." I moaned loudly, my toes curled in pleasure when he bit me on my neck and thrusted deeply inside me while filling his hot  seed inside me.

He touched our foreheads and we were both breathing harshly. Our chest is heaving up and down to catch the breath and our bodies is stick to each other. Our body is drenched in sweat and some of sweat beads of Siddharth is falling from his hair. He is still inside me.

"I love you." He whispered and kissed on my forehead.

I winced when pulled himself out from me and laid beside me. He got up and took the tissue box. First he cleaned himself then me. He laid again beside me and  pull me on his chest while caressing my bareback lovingly. I also encircled my arms around his chest and tangled both our legs.

"Siddharth..."

"Hmmm.."

"Can I ask you something?" I asked while looking outside the window.

"You can ask me anything." He said and kissed on my head.

"What do you think about Keerti's personal life?" I asked looking at his face.

"What do you mean. Asked me clearly?" He said with a frown on his face.

"I mean have you ever tried to know what keerti's like. I mean which boy she is interested?" I asked, putting my head again on his chest.

"I don't think she like anyone. I always make sure of that so she could not get hurt by anyone." He said while playing with my chuda (red bangles).

He really loves to play with my bangles when we talk.

"What if she like someone and afraid to tell you that you may be angry on her." I asked.

"Well if she like someone she should tell me about the boy. I would like to meet him personally so I can confirm that he really likes her and won't hurt her in future." He said while tightening his hold around me.

"What if she like one of your friend then what will you do?" I asked while tracing my hand on his bare chest.

"Why are you asking me all this. Is she tell you anything?" He asked me with a little annoyance.

"No I am just asking. What will you do if she like one of your friend." I asked while looking at his face putting my chin on his chest.

"I don't know what will I do. You can't date your friend's sister and if that's happen I may be angry at first to their relationship but I expect that they should have ask my permission first. I may be angry but if keerti will be happy I will be happy also but it won't be good for them if they hide their relationship from me because if my friend won't have guts to ask her hand to me then he is a chicken and don't deserve to keerti and my friendship and plus I will beat the shit out of him to hurt my sister." He said with a frown on his face I can sense the anger in his voice.

"Now no more questions in this topic because I am not ready to let her go away from us for now. She is still a kid and you also won't bring this topic again." He said little annoyingly and removed his hand under me making my head rest on bed.

"Now sleep I am tired.." He said while turning to me and cuddle me by securing me under his arms.

What should I do? Should I tell Siddharth about keerti and James but if I tell him keerti lost her trust on me and if I don't Siddharth will be hurt that I hide this thing to him. Keerti trusts me but I also don't want to hurt Siddharth by hiding things from him and I am not sure if keerti and James are together or not.

I think I should talk keerti again and convince her to tell Siddharth about her and James relationship.
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