He feels someone shaking him from deep slumber and he groans pulling the duvet over him.

"Get yourself out". Usman snapped as he opens his eyes glaring at him

"What is your problem?". He asked sitting on his bed brushing his hair away

"You have been in this room for four days now". Usman stated

"That's the least I have stayed in from the last two months". He said shrugging as his heart clench at the thought that she left him two months ago, "Why are you annoying me?".

"This is not right, Awais". Usman said sitting on the couch

"You are the one to say". He said rolling his eyes as he stands from the bed and the sudden action caused his head to spin

"That is why I am telling you". Usman snarled, "This is not going to help you".

He groaned, "Leave me alone".

He looks at his phone hoping she sent another message just like she sent one two months ago.

But there was none.

"I don't want to hear--". Usman started when the door banged open

They both jerk startled looking at a very angry Zainab.

"Finally". Zainab said entering inside making a face, "You need to clean yourself before we talk".

"What are you doing?" He asked confused

"I won't repeat next time, trust me". The underlying warning was enough to have him run to the bathroom

He changes into his casual clothes and finds his cleaner cleaning the room. He exits his room heading to the lounge with his phone in his hand as all he wishes for a single text.

He finds them on the dining table with the breakfast and he groans sitting on the table because his head hurts bad.

He silently eats the meal until he couldn't when the thoughts of what she must be doing all by herself occurred. He pushes the food away walking out to the garden.

"Why are you here Zainab". He asked when she stands beside him

"I have to say that my husband is the most irritating man on earth at the moment". Zainab said angrily and he knows his wife has become friends with all the ladies, "That is what happens when he uses 100% of his brain without taking my suggestions".

He smiles slightly, "He is someone I don't wish to meet right now".

"I know".

"Then what?"

"I don't know. Honestly, I tried doing everything to know how or where she is but--".

"But he has kept it all hidden". He completed her sentence because he did suffer in finding it the first month after she left

Zainab sighs, "He is not staying in the house because I kicked him out".

"You don't have to". He said sighing, "I just don't know how long I will stay like this".

"Waiting is painful". Zainab said nodding, "I hope you can take care of yourself because I know wherever she is, she is looking at you".

He nodded, "I will go to work tomorrow. I need a day to myself".

"You know he was trying to protect us all". Zainab added

"That's the only reason I haven't killed him". He stated blankly 

Just as Zainab left he walks inside his house and out to get his car as he drives through the roads. It's been two months of utter madness and pain he has been living in.

Every single moment all he thinks about is her.

Was it easy to leave him?

He knows she didn't have much of a choice but she must be in pain too.

He parks his car watching his guards coming around him as he went to sit on the bench looking over the sea. He wishes nothing more for her to tell him where she is so he can run to her. He can run to her as soon as he has the idea of where she is.

After dwelling, he knows Zainab is right. She is somewhere looking at him through the phone screen, billboards or magazine which is the main reasons he has been in all of them quite frequently. He wanted her to have some peace by watching him somewhere even if he cannot.

He walks towards his gym which is under his name and he has built it to train with the best team for their safety. They usually work in their home gym and only he used to work in this open gym.

Recently, they all started coming here.

This gym is open to the public and he knows one day they will train their children here which Akbar is already doing for his daughter at least. He has been bringing her to teach her self-defence.

He enters on the top floor which is the most luxurious of the two other floors and for the VIP. He wanted to have a silent more sophisticated place for themselves. And so this place cost a fortune for even the richest people around besides him and his people.

He continued to exercise on different machines and working out until he knows he will go home and drop dead as soon as he hit his bed.

He enters his empty silent house feeling suffocated. He went to the bathroom to shower. As he stands under the shower his hand went to the necklace with the ring on it around his neck.

The ring he gifted her in the hospital after their accident.

She left it for him.

When he went to the room she was kept in, he found the ring on the table. He remembers how devastated he was when he realised that she was gone. That there was no sign of her left behind.

He tried every single way to find her. He still does everything to find her. He just can't seem to be at the right place. Maybe she is good at hiding. She did hide a few things from him. Like her hate for him and the reason behind him.

That's the only thought that had bothered him the most in these two months.

Just why? What had he done so wrong? How had he wronged her?

Even when he was a free spirit, he never hurt any soul. He knows it by heart. Just how did he hurt her?

He wanted to ask so much and speaks so much to her just that she was not here.

He had placed the ring in the necklace. That is the only thing that makes her presence known around him.

His heart bleeds.

Every night as he stays awake, his eyes moist and his heart wound open wide. His heart hurts so bad.

He wishes for her. He craves for her.

There were so many unsaid words and feelings he wished to tell her everything.

Just if he finds her once.

Just once.

He was miserable.

He closes his eyes as tears fall down his face.

He heard his phone ringing with a message as he lifts it looking at it.

Your wife is in Italy. Follow this address and do not tell anyone.

He sits upright as he continues to look at the message for what feels like ages. He remembers Usman telling him he had a similar message before he found his wife.

Now he knows why Usman stupidly went to the location.

Because everything is dammed, even if he dies, he will go one last time to find her.

He took a regular plane just so Akbar can know a little later about his departure. He hides from his security when he left the house and disguise so they think he is still in the house.

He needs to reach there before morning.

He arrived after an agonisingly long flight to Italy. He didn't even think about anything as he books a taxi heading to the location.

He arrived in front of a small aesthetic cafe.

He took a deep breathtaking step when the door opened and it all happened in slow motion.

She stepped out of the cafe with her head down looking at the notes that she carries in her hand. Her curly hair blowing with her movement and she adjusted her glasses before she raises her head directly looking at him shocked.

"It's been a long time, my love". He smirks