"I didn't knew you liked magazines." Jai says opening the magazine. "I do, well sometimes." I say laying my head in his shoulder. He flips the pages and stops on page five. "Look there's us!" He says. "Oh my God. I look horrible." I say with a chuckle. "No, you look beautiful like always." He kisses my head and I smile. "Oh look at this." He says. In the picture we're holding hands and a picture under we're kissing. Beside the picture it says, "Cute couple Jai and Alana show their love, do you smell marriage?" My eyes meet his and he has a grin. "Do you smell marriage Future Mrs. Arias?" He asks. I smile, "I don't know Mr. Arias do you?" "Oh yes I do Mrs. Arias." He turns the page and there they are. Zayn is in a picture with a very pretty blonde girl, it says "Little Mix's Perrie shows her beautiful engagement ring." Zayn is engaged? Already? Wow. He is what twenty? Twenty one? He can't be more than that. Next is a picture of Louis, it shows a picture of his tattoo on his bicep. I would've never imagined Louis with tattoos. Liam is on the next page it says, "Is Liam planning to get back together with Danielle?" Under that is Niall. Oh Niall. He has a big smile and my heart jumps in happiness at least I know he is smiling. Jai flips the page and my smile turns to a frown. "Are cutie Sarah George and hottie Harry Styles dating?" There's a picture of them two walking out of a restaurant. My eyes burn from not blinking. He lied. He fucking lied again! He said there was nothing between them two! That they were just friends! He's a liar. He still is a liar. I get up from the couch and walk to the kitchen. "What's wrong Naina?" Jai says getting up and walking behind me. "Nothing." I say taking a glass cup and filling it up with water. "You sure?" He asks sitting on the stool. "Yep." I say. Harry styles and Sarah George. Dating? Oh no. Bloody hell he lied. He lied. Again. My hands shake as I take the very full cup of water. Next thing I know I drop the glass cup. Jai immediately runs to me. "Did you get hurt?" He asks. I shake my head as I began to sob. Why am I sobbing?! In front of Jai. "Oh Naina! Be careful for gods sakes!" He says hugging me. I sob in his chest. I feel so angry. So betrayed. "There, shhh it's okay baby. Don't worry, I'll get something to clean it up." He says kissing my head. He grabs my face and wipes my tears. "There, there don't cry." He says kissing my cheek. "I got scared." I tell him. Lie. I just lied to him, but I can't tell him I'm crying because Harry styles is dating some girl now can I? He jumps over the broken glass and goes to get a broom. I stare at the broken glass. That's how I feel. Broken. Broken to pieces. I wipe the fat tears that are falling from my eyes. Oh how I hate how vulnerable Harry makes me! "Let me just clean this." Jai says. "I'll do it." "No just stay there until I clean it up, you have no shoes and you might get cut." He says. It makes me angry, Jai cares about me so much and I'm crying over Harry? This is not fair! Not fair Jai doesn't deserve this! Neither do I! Harry moved on so why can't I? "There we go." He says throwing away the broken glass pieces. "Thanks." I say walking towards him and hugging him tight. "For what?" "For being here with me. Thank you." I say, I feel like crying again but I'm not, why should I? "Naina." He says pulling me away and grabbing me by the waist. "What?" "What's the matter?" He asks. "Nothing-nothing's the matter." I say in a shaky voice. "It's been months, five months and you keep acting weird. What is wrong? Is it me? What have I done?" He asks. It's true, it's been five months since that interview and I still can't get over it. I still can't. Everyday I think about it. They keep haunting me. Niall keeps haunting my mind. I feel guilty for what I did, and Harry he keeps torturing me. "I just- ". "Just? Come on tell me." He says. "My family." I lie again. Another lie! Two lies already! "What about them?" "I feel sad because I haven't seen my parents in a long time. It's been over a year." I say. He gives me a sad expression and kisses my lips lightly. "Sorry. Don't be sad, I promise when I have the chance we'll go visit them. Okay?" He asks. I just nod my head and hug him again. That's all I need a hug from Jai.