My palms are sweaty. Am I really going to do this? Dump my boyfriend (which I have been dating for almost a year), to go back with Harry? Did I really meant it when I told Harry that I loved him? No doubt there was something different. When I tell Jai I love him, I don't feel .. What I'm suppose to feel. I feel nothing, empty, just nothing. But when I told Harry that, I felt different. Oh! What is wrong with me?! Okay so I have, maybe ten minutes to change my mind. It's Saturday, one thirty in the afternoon, and Jai should get here any minute. I texted him to come here. I walk back and forth chewing on my bottom lip. What is Jai going to say if I break up with him?! He's going to ask for an explanation for sure. And what am I going to say?! Oh sorry Jai, but my lost high school lover just appeared on my life and I think I'm in love with him. Crap. I can't even imagine how hurt, betrayed, and angry he's going to feel. My phone buzzes and I'm praying that somehow Jai sent a text saying "sorry Naina. I can't go today I have to work." But who am I kidding? He's done with his movie so I'm pretty sure he's going to come. The number that texted me is not in my contacts. Is a strange number. I look at it oddly, trying to decide if I should open up the text. In less than I second I click on the text, "Have you talked to him yet princess? xx" even though I've never seen The number I know who it is- Harry. "Who's this?" I end up texting back, I know it's Harry but it doesn't hurt to ask right? "The boy that is in love with you.<3" he texts back ten seconds after I sent my text. My cheeks feel warm and the butterflies are in my tummy, well it feels more like elephants. "I don't know who that is." "Haha very funny princess. It's Styles." He says. My face lights up, every time he calls me princess I can't help to smile- but Jai! Dag on it. "Oh, Styles." my fingers are shaking a little. The clock says it's one forty. Uh-oh Jai is probably in the elevator now. Oh God. "You haven't answered my question, I mean.. Well are you even going to talk to him? If you don't want to, if he makes you happy, I'll understand and leave you alone. You don't have to do something you don't want." My heart breaks a little. Harry says I don't have to break up with Jai, that he'd leave me alone. That's what I've been wanting right? Because I'm suppose to stay with Jai right? "I'm going to talk to him." My heart speeds up. The sweat is now under my arms and in my forehead. It feels like I just came back from running a mile. Somebody knocks on the door: Jai. I jump back and wipe my forehead. Maybe I should just hide and pretend I'm not here. Or maybe I should just forget everything I told Harry and not break up with Jai. My phone vibrates in my back pocket but I ignore it. Slowly I walk without making any noise, just in case I change my mind and decide to hide behind the Sofa. The knocking gets louder. My shaky hand reaches and grabs the door knob. This is it Alana. This is the- "Naina!" Jai screams hugging me before I can even react. He's about to kiss me on he lips but I then my face. "What's wrong?" He asks concerned. There's no way, I can kiss Jai. Not after kissing Harry. I would be picturing Harry kissing me when it's Jai, that wouldn't be fair. "I'm getting sick." I lie. He touches my cheeks and forehead. "I think you are. You are warm, oh gosh you might have a temperature. Here let me get the thermometer-". "No Jai. I checked my temperature it's okay. I'm okay just a little sore throat don't worry about it." He doesn't look sure and that worries me more. Then he kisses my cheek. "Well babe, I have something that'll make you feel so much better!" He says excited. He walks in and sits down on the table. He indicates me to sit in front of him. I sit nervously. My phone vibrates again, then again I ignore it. No way I can answer Harry now. Jai has a huge grin on his face. Anxiety crawls up my legs, then thighs, then heart and it reaches my throat. A huge lump in my throat. I want to cry, I can't do this to Jai, I can't. But I want Harry, love Harry. "Can you guess what I've got for you?" He asks still a grin on his face. The anxiety soon spreads all over my body, I keep tapping my feet on the chair to calm me but it ain't working. I shake my head no and he still has a grin. "Oh I just had to get you this! I know how bad you want it and I promise you're not going to be sad anymore." He says. My head is spinning, what did he get me? His hand slowly go to his back pocket. He stands up and walks towards me with his hands behind him. My heart speeds again, I swear there's sweat all over my back. My phone vibrates a third time making me jump a little. "Stand up." He says. I do as he says, my knees shake feeling like jelly. I want to close my eyes and hide. I should've never opened the door! He pulls out a white envelope and he smiles. "Wh-at is th-this?" I ask in a shaky voice. It can be anything really, and at this point I'm feeling so nervous I think I'll pass out any second. He opens the envelope and pulls out two airplane tickets, what the- "We're going to visit your parents in France Paris! For a whole week!" He hugs me so tight. I literally feel like somebody just punched me right in the center of my stomach, he just knocked the breath out of me. Paris? My parents? With Jai? For a whole WEEK? Oh bloody hell! "Isn't it exciting?!" He asks cupping my face and kissing my cheek two times. "Y-yeah." "Remember when I told you we'd go visit your parents? I wasn't lying Naina." He says with a smile of satisfaction. Oh he wasn't lying alright. "Now what was it you wanted to tell me?" "What?" I ask still in shock. I can't believe this! "You texted me, saying you wanted to talk to me." He says. "What is it Naina?" Crap. Just great, he got the tickets to make me happy. So I won't be upset. Oh Jai, he's so sweet and I can't hurt him- plus I can't dump him. Not now anyways, I mean he just literally got tickets for Paris. And Harry?! What is he going to say? What if he says he won't wait for me? I don't .. I can't afford to lose him. I just can't. "Nothing forget it." I tell him. He smiles and hugs me again, I force myself to smile because I can't act like an ass, I mean he did this to make ME happy. To make ME smile. "I'll cook something for us okay?" "Alright." He takes out a box of spaghetti. I watch as he opens the box, I still can't breath right. That "surprise" wasn't what I was expecting. I unlock my phone and see three texts from Harry. "When are you going to talk to him?" "Princess? Princess? Answer me, please I'm dying to know." "Ugh, come on answer princess." Ah, Harry. What is he going to say when I tell him what just happened? Will I still be his princess? With shaky fingers and sweaty palms I start to type, "Harry .. We have to talk."