What does a person do when trying to activate slash control their power? Did superman have any trouble learning to fly? Think....try....be the wolf....see what I want and become it.....I continue to stare into my mirror.....Looking for any sign of a transformation. Nothing .....I just look like an idiot in the mirror....searching harder I see a flicker in my eyes....maybe that was the sign I needed

I smile, I then walk to my closet...what do I want to wear? I grab a green tank , a pair of Hollister jeans; and a jacket. I have a routine to my mornings and it goes like this.

1. Shower

2. Dress

3. put on mascara and chapstick

4. grab my things / eat/ leave.

Every once and awhile I change up the routine. But never so much as to falter and mess up; resulting in taking longer to ready myself. Out the door I see Brett waiting like he has been...We drive to school and the day is like any other day.....long and eventful. When I finally am able to see the coach I take her to her office to talk. 

" So ,I talked to my parents. The told me the truth....but I still have so many questions." She gives me a nod as if saying Go ahead I understand." How do we change and when it happens what do I do and how do I control it?"

"Well when it happens I don't know , but when it does...just know you will feel it comeing....and it will just happen.....once it does then you come to me and I will show you what to do....do your best to avoid people....You will easily get angry and we don't need a mass murder." She gives a tiny laugh as if it reminded her of a joke. Or maybe a small inside thing from her past.

" What is the first sign?" 

"Well you get an itch.....its so slight you don't know if its an actual itch or if its just your skin starting to tare apart. The your eyes start to change to a yellow glowing tint. A pain in your arms as if they are breaking, next is your legs, there is a long process....after the first change it gets better..it no longer is painful,but you will be sore. It should be hard to remember anything..everything will be blurry. Headaches will set in, your senses are going to be heightened. I will teach you to control it all. "

" Why are you helping me? Can I tell my parents?"

" I am helping you for many reasons. Some are selfish and some is just instinct and some is my duty."

" Uh....please elaborate on the duty part please." Confusion sets in again.

" Well you are my queens daughter....which I believe makes you princess...so it's my duty to serve you." 

" Oh.....so my father is alpha? Does that make me Omega or Beta?"

"A mixture... future Alpha present Beta." I nod.....we talk more , and once we are finished I go home. I just pretend like it was a normal day. I spend the evening in my room doing my homework and I read a book from my collection. 

Lights out..My pillow feels like heaven under my head and I drift into an endless sleep.