"Aye! What's going on?!" Dean shouted. I heard footsteps approaching. I sat in the corner, rocking back and forth, crying. "Cas?" I felt his figure sit next to me. "Cas, look at me." I didn't want to look.

"No..." I shook my head. Dean grabbed my chin, making my head turn, facing him. The blood disappeared and was focused on his face, bright white walls lingering behind him. My nightmares were mixing in with reality. "Dean, I can't describe what's happening." I blurted. "It's too much."

"Cas" was all that came from him. He rubbed his thumb on my cheek once again. "Tell me. Since you've fallen you still remain the same you. You don't just change because of your powers, it doesn't mean that you're nothing. Being a human has great boundaries as well but is still less than an angel. Anyways, Cas, stop being hard on yourself. I'd rather have you any way just as long as it's you." Dean said with a smile. "Wouldn't you done the same for me?"

"Yes..." I said after a long while.