So are you two done fighting?

Sure.   Not really

Great! Now that that's resolved you can finally tell us more about the fight. 

Hey this is my book why are you two stealing the spotlight 

Well that's because you're boring and we have flair

Well, you're still sleeping and it's not really exciting to read about you someones nightrest

Or dayrest

One and the same corvus

He yanks me againts a tree. It hurt my back but I stand up as soon as possible. I hate my father, I hate him with all of my rotten heart. I hate him through my poisoned soul. I parry his rapier and grab the false edge. I squeeze really really hard and feel the rapier bending. "That is low my son. I thought you would be an honourable man." I look him in his eyes. "Well, my father wasn't one but sure let's even the odds." I throw my rapier towards him and get my own magical whip to fight. "Still scared old man?" He smiles and charges towards me. I use my vampire speed to avoid him but I feel the rest of the world slowing down. I think he's using his magic, so I use my vampire speed to go relatively normal speed. I let my whip go around his non rapier arm and pull him towards me. Which unfortunately result in his rapier skimming my arm. It hurts a little but it doesn't bother me. I suddenly feel a weird pressure in my throat, the old man is using his powers to suffocate me. I drop to my knees. He drops his rapier and kneels before me. "This is what you get when you disrespect your father." "This? This is exactly what I wanted" I say and quickly use my whip to wrap around his ankle and pull it towards me resulting in my father falling unto the ground. I grab the rapier. "You forgot what monster you made me. I'm stronger than death itself, I choose when to live or die. I'm master of my body, you are not" I say while preparing to kill him. "I will kill you don't be afraid, but I first want to have a great monologue. Well actually I don't really have the time. I'll just fantasize about it. But father, realise this before you die. One good action doesn't make a man good, nor does one bad one make his evil. Maybe if you hadn't treated me like this the world would have one less monster. But right now I'm contributing to the world with less monsters father. Say hi to the devil for me" the rapier makes a extremely gruesome sound as I push it into the ribcage of this centuries old creature as soon as he's dead he starts to deteriote untill he's the age he should be that makes him an incredibly old man. He smells like death. I try not to throw up when I kneel to grab the ruby from his neck. I put it on. Now I will be able to walk amongst the people, without them knowing there's a monster beside them. I feel overwhelmed I'm still struggling with the fine line between feeling everything and feeling nothing at all. I still haven't figured out what I prefer.

Oh shit.....he's gonna kill somebody

This is the first time you notice that onyx??? I thought you were smart

Apparently not

Can we finally circle back to me

Only because you asked so nicely

Okay 

My morning begins like every normal devoted christian. I go through some old stuff I need to sort out when I find an assignment from school. It was with partners. I remember the extremely majestic and meticulous handwriting of my best friend. I have a lump in my throat. He broke my heart when he told me. I reacted wrong but that was because what happened to my parents. I can't remember if it was my fault that he scratched me or he did it out of anger or hate. On one side I hope that he understood but on the other side I know I wouldn't want contact with him. I couldn't contain my guilt but I also couldn't contain my anger towards his species. And the worst thing was. He's been one all his life, he doesn't know life he can't comprehend how precious it is and how you shouldn't take it. He never had a soul, did he even feel anything? I have so many questions but I lay the paper down and decide to go about my day. I walk to the church. The morning sun feel blessed upon my face while I walk through the courtyard. I feel alive, I feel good. My head still hurts but it's not as bad as yesterday. It's Sunday today I'll be a civilized priest today. I am training a young boy as a vampire hunter. So I can devote more of my time to the church. These vampires have started haunting my life and I can't rest as long as I'm the only one to save these people. I greet people at the door. This makes me seem more equal and less arrogant so people will come to me with their problems. I greet everyone when I shake the hand of a man I don't know, he's dressed in all black and is wearing a ruby on his neck I look him in the eye when I see it's the vampire from yesterday. He smiles. I frown, "get out or I'll slay you right here." He laughs. "Need I remind you the church is a peaceful place?" I shake my head. "I'll get you filthy creature." "I'd like to see you try dear onyx." I'm frustrated after the service I try to find him on the square outside of the church but he disappeared. I hate this. I handle some confessions. When I hear a familiar voice. It's deeper than the one I know but it's very very similar. "Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been one week since my last confession" I can't determine if this person is a woman or a man. They speak with the essence of a woman but with the grounding of a man. They start to tell me their sins. "I believe I'm losing my faith. I don't feel any presence anymore, I can't handle the feeling he's not there. I can't imagine him doing these unfathomable things to people. I am losing who I am." I don't know why but I think the person is right in sone aspects, of course I know what really happens above us but I don't tell anyone. Of course I tell them to pray and they will receive salvation but I know that deep in my heart that may not be true. I want to help this person but I know I cannot. That hurts me. I respect the church so much and I respect all the people who come here they're the backbone of the world of good people but I can't promise them salvation. I try not to sigh. "It's totally normal to falter in faith, we all struggle with the trials God puts us through. Even when you don't feel him he is there for you, he will always be the one that will bear your pain with you."