My dear reader, My name is onyx. I will be your guide through my life. Altough I must warn you. This book is not beautiful, this book is not a story of hope. This story doesn't end well. This book tears apart my heart. This book will tear you apart. This book is the story of how I died, and how I ruined my own life. And If you're looking for a moral, I advise you to stop looking. I don't want to ruin your view of this world. but I'm already telling too much.