FIVE YEARS LATER.
AFTER SETTING MY
DEAD HUBBY ON FIRE!

Am l over reacting?

Earlier today I called my husband at work and told him that I may be having contractions.

I told him that they were starting to come a little closer and become more intense than they should be.

I'm currently twenty six weeks. I was extremely scared because early labor isn't a good thing, this early...

Anywho, I called him when he got off and he told me that he was heading to the hospital to see his aunt that raises him.

She has been hospitalized and he was worried about her became ENRAGED because I'm home experiencing what could have been early labor and he neglected to come at least check on me.

I was livid. I considered leaving the marriage and everything. I felt like he did not care about me at all. Come to find out both situations were a false alarm.

I had gas and she's ok, she went home later in the evening. But l'm wondering if I over reacted or if he was in the wrong for not seeing
about me and our unborn, FIRST.

I think he is not interested anymore. I should leave him alone. He's been gone three weeks and one day.

After not hearing from him, after he asked for space, he texted saying his phone wasn't working.

I replied with that great no response. but he posted on his status.

I texted the next day with hi and he said he wanted to see me but no wifi I said OK but I was sick.

I got no reply. I texted if he was interested in me he replied saying saying...

I said idk. no response after. I texted the next day he texted saying he was sick and was sleeping very often.

I saw him post some status yesterday and texted him it lasted for a short while. no response after sending three messages.

I saw him posting statuses this morning her he failed to text me. I believe he is not interested. I am about to text him.

We have a child together and one on the way. My issue is that he smokes weed and has issues with memory.

If we argue and I don't talk to him for a day or two he gets on my motherfucking nerves.

Then when I try to talk about the argument he don't remember or tells me a completely different story from what actually happened...

I do love him but l can't deal with this shit.

That's why we argue most of the time it's like talking to a brick wall and expecting it to talk sense back to me when I talk to him about it he says he is sorry.

He says that he will try harder to listen and take in what l'm saying but l can't trust what he says.

I do just get on with what I have to do by myself anyway. I have kids. I should be able to talk to him and know that l'm being heard and understand...

I can't just keep being unhappy, and then when l don't talk to him about things and I talk to my best friend, a man, about it instead he gets mad at me...

What should I do should I just leave for my own sanity and happiness what do you guys think.?

P.s now don't live together and I would never stop him from seeing his child but I have noticed when I have broken up with him in the past he isn't there for the child as much, which upsets me too.i