Darth Vader: Where do you think you have been, young lady??

I'm sorry, Darthy... and everyone else. I'm so, so, very sorry that I haven't been on. I got really, really sick again, so I've been in a Children's Hospital for many, many days. And before then I wasn't really on because I felt so sick and weak and tired. I couldn't eat or drink or really keep anything down. It got to the point I couldn't move by myself; I couldn't use the bathroom by myself; I needed my mom to come help me do everything. Oh, and blood started to appear in my stool again. I was in the PICU, then moved to the GI floor, and then I got a fever and became critical; had to be put on oxygen in the PICU again. Now I'm back on the GI floor, and I'm having an MRE done tomorrow. Then I get to start being fed through my NG tube again, and then I'll hopefully be able to eat real food again. I miss food so, so, very much right now... I have a list of food I want as soon as I can have it. And drinks. Pop and apple cider being two drinks. Speedway slushy... Skyline Chili/Coney Dogs... hotdogs with ketchup, mustard, and tons of onions... oh, Taco Bell chicken quesadilla... Chick-Fil-A... because my parents ate it in front of me one evening... lunch meat sandwiches... sloppy joe, my mom's homemade baked beans, my mom's homemade macaroni and cheese, boxed macaroni and cheese... pancakes, waffles, m&ms... doughnuts... Swiss cake rolls... cupcakes... pumpkin rolls... lemonade... graham crackers with peanut butter and chocolate chips on them... and Ritz crackers with peanut butter and with cheese... oh, cheeseburgers... cheeseburgers... quarter pounder from McDonald's...

Darth Vader: You need to stop rambling about food. It won't help and it'll bore everyone.

Pizza... pizza rolls... taquitoes with cheese dip... and my mom says we can do at least some of these! She owes me since she bought them and I was too sick to eat them at the time...

Anyways! That's what's been up. And I'm getting discouraged, y'all... finally had an emotional breakdown today where I just started to cry and cry even though a nurse was in here. Please pray for me...

Mashed potatoes... sloppy joe... chili... potato soup... BBQ chips... sour cream and onion chips... ruffles chips that are sour cream flavored... honey mustard and onion pretzels... cheddar whales... so many delicious things... Cheetos... cheese puffs... cheese balls...

This dish I helped my mom create with chicken drumsticks soaked in Italian dressing with potatoes, sweet potatoes, and carrots... it was SO good!!!!!!

I also want peanut butter and jelly and grilled cheese... even FISH sounds good!

Anyways... that's where I've been. Sorry, everyone. I will try to be on a little more.

Meatball sub... some good French fries and/or onion rings...

UGH! I WANTS ALL THIS FOOD!!!! All of it... even salads sound delicious, my dudes!

Chicken noodle casserole... my mom's homemade one... and her homemade chicken noodle soup...

Green beans with red potatoes...

This isn't helping my hunger...

Grape juice
Lemonade
Cookies
Brownies
Oh, lots of water... I miss water... I can't even have water!!
Chili— did I mention that? And my grammy's pancakes...

There's a kitchen at this hospital; when I'm allowed to eat and when I'm strong enough, I can go cook and bake with my mom. And oh, am I gonna cook and bake! I'll even share with some of the other nurses and patients. Perhaps... if it's dessert, maybe. Okay, food, too... maybe...

Darth Vader: Focus on getting better instead of focusing on—

FOOD! FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sparkling grape juice, too...

But especially apple cider and pop right now...

Steak with potatoes, sweet potatoes, carrots, gravy, and my mom's buttermilk biscuits!!

Buttermilk biscuits... oh my word... I'm dying, y'all!

I'm dying so bad... I'm so glad Mom said I'll be able to eat all of this stuff! Now I have to wait... *cries*

Totally gonna try to make chocolate lasagna, dirt pudding, and I wanna try taco Mac and cheese...

Oh, and my bestie's macaroni skillet dinner! Basically homemade hamburger helper, but WAY better!

Regular lasagna... totally trying Mississippi mud cake... APPLE PIE!

Darth Vader: And chocolate milk.

YES! And chocolate fudge! Crispy honey chicken... lots of chicken dishes... Mom's homemade fries and burgers... along with fast food fries and burgers... heh... no bake chocolate peanut butter dessert...

Darth Vader: Stop looking at Pinterest recipes.

FINE!

Anyways! To those who may have been wondering about me:

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Sorry if I missed anybody.