I realized how selfish I've been by not letting y'all know what's been going on.

Okay, so, they know I have colitis. They don't think it's Crohn's, since my small intestine isn't affected. Only my large one is, so they think it's ulcerative. That's what my uncle on my dad's side had.

As for a flare-up landing me back in the hospital, that's not what it was. It's c. diff, some contagious thing spread through feces. Yay. Blegh...

I think I'm getting better. I'm having trouble keeping food down, though, and keeping drinks down is kinda hard, too. But, small sips allow it. I just can't wait until I can guzzle water again... drink normally... ugh!

Anyways, I've been discouraged and down. At one point, I decided I didn't even care if I died. But I'm past that point now, and I owe you all an apology. I hope y'all can forgive me.

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AbundantJoy
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And to anyone else that's been following with my health.