Chapter 32: The World Has No Right To My Heart
~~~Ryan's P.O.V~~~
"Ryan..?"
"Mm?"
"Ry..?"
"Hmm?"
"Love…?"
"Stop mimicking me."
I felt his arms go around my shoulders as he rested his head on mine. "Ryannnn"
"Whatttttttt"
"Hi."
I rolled my eyes with a small smile. "Hi."
"I have a secret.." He whispered with a smile as he sat beside me.
"Mm, I like secrets."
"Alright, you can't tell anyone though."
"Alright.."
I felt his arms wrap around me, his mouth close to my ear. "I love you.."
I smiled a bit. "I love you, too."
He pulled away, putting a finger to his lips. "Shh, you didn't hear it from me."
I rolled my eyes but nodded my head. I wrapped my arms around his waist pulling him closer.
"Te amo mi rey" I said gently, resting my head against his.
"I'm not king yet.."
"Close enough.."
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I tightly gripped Liam's hand. He'd been knocked out for a few weeks. Hasn't woke up yet.
I wasn't allowed to stay long. Only 2 hours at the most. I gently pressed my lips against his hand.
I saw someone in the corner of my eyes seeing Toni pointing out the door. I sighed a bit, nodding my head.
I looked at him, brushing his hair from his face.
"Hey, Liam… Today… wasn't a good day… neither was yesterday… … I miss you.. I miss you a lot.. I keep thinking that if I walk into town I'll see you with Toni.. … I feel like I could write you a letter and you'd still get it. I've been making all these promises to myself that, if you wake up I'll do them all.. … I've been thinking a lot about your… offer… your proposal… i-... I can't say yes yet… but… …. Maybe I can soon"
I gently ran my finger over his knuckles. Sighing a bit.
"Heh… who thought I'd be a hopeless romantic for you.. "
I gently let go of his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze before walking out of the room, shutting the door behind me.
I saw Toni standing out side the door, pulling up a smile. I returned it hesitantly. I knew she would finally be forced to give herself to the kingdom if Liam died.
Though not only her. Someone spilled that Liam was gay.. and that he was dating me.
Now... Well now they all wanted to know everything. But I refused everytime time. Only we would know about our love. No one had any right to know anything about us.
I walked out of the castle walking back to my house. I noticed all the pity looks. Word got around fast.
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I walked back into my house shutting the door behind me. I sighed deeply running my hand through my hair.
It felt emptier and emptier each time I came back. I walked into my room grabbing the stack of papers, looking down at them.
This was all I had left of him..
His letters.
I slowly grabbed a random one out of the pile starting to read through it again.
My Dearest, Ryan Riverton
Today was weird, like always. Personally I hate doing these kind of things. Walking around the palace ways seems like it's own prison. I remember our second real kiss up here. You threatened to throw me off my own balcony because I made you blush.
As I'm writing this I'm smiling like an idiot, but I don't mind. I'm your idiot, plus I'm in love so you can't blame me.
-Liam A. Lunetta-Carlos
I felt my cheeks heat up at his kiss. I hated him so much sometimes. As he pulled away I saw him smile at me, before his grin increased.
"Oh my god your blushing!"
"What? To hell I'm not!"
"Yes you are!! I did it!!" He exclaimed wrapping his arms tightly around me, as he placed a kiss on my cheek.
I felt my cheeks go a bit more red before I pushed him off.
"Do that again, I'll throw you off this fucking balcony you- .... What are you doing?"
"Checking how high the drop is, I want to see if it's worth it."
I rolled my eyes with a smile. "Your lucky your cute."
I smiled at the memory. I guess I wasn't the only hopeless romanitc.
I gently ran my fingers through the letters.
Multiple letters he threatened not to send them to me and burned them. Though they always ended up in my hands.
I sighed a bit laying back on my bed with a sigh.
What's going to happen..
~~~Liam's P.O.V~~~
Everything burned.
My chest hurt.
My head ached.
I couldn't get up.
"Liam...?"
I barely looked to the side seeing a girl with dark burgandy red hair. A orange sweater dress, with white heels.
"... Catherine..?"
"No... She's my mother... But I'm Angelica.. it's a pleasure to meet you."
She offered her hand to me. I slowly reached out grabbing her hand as she pulled me to my feet.
"Where am I..?"
"This is just your mind, you haven't woken up yet... You aren't allowed to."
I didn't ask any questions as she lead me to Catherine who looked guilty.
"Your highness.."
I stared at her.
"How do you feel?" She asked.
"... I feel like I'm being stabbed." I responded.
"That's weird... I didn't stab you..."
I looked up at her my hair falling into my face.
"Why did you continue to shoot me..? Even after he died..?"
"Sweetheart, he isn't dead.. I just trapped his soul in that God forsaken mountain... He isn't free and neither are you."
I stared at her. "What do you mean..?"
"You let us desecrate what you loved. You let us penetrate you soul. You let us complicate who you are. You think you can still be free?" She asked stepping in front of me.
"Think again. He owns your soul. You can't fight that."
I closed my eyes and shook my head.
"I've fought that for the last 21 years of my life. If you think you can scare me into submission your wrong... And your wasting your time. I'm done with you. And I'm done with all of this."
I felt her hand reach out to me, brushing my bangs from my face. "Your special, Liam... I get why he chose you."
I narrowed my eyes at her, before sighing. "Am I allowed to leave yet..? I want to see my family.." I asked.
I saw Catherine and Angelica look at each other before nodding. "don't hold vengeance in your heart for too long."
I nodded my head as they both said something in french before I felt my eyes widen.
I burst awake breathing heavily. Tightly gripping my chest, my arms shaking. I looked around seeing the doorknob shake a bit before it opened.
Ryan standing there holding a couple of blue flowers. I noticed his grin expression before his eyes widened seeing me awake.
".... Liam..?"
I nodded my head, my voice refusing to say any words.
I saw him drop the flowers rushing forward tightly wrapping his arms around my torso.
"Oh my... Liam..! You... Oh my god... I-..." He cut himself off as he grabbed my face gently smiling a bit while gently caressing my cheek.
"You scared the hell out of me.."
"Im sorry.."
"Just... I'm so glad your okay. How do you feel...?" He asked.
"My stomach hurts so much..."
"R-right... I-... I'm so sorry I couldn't have gotten there faster..."
I shook my head wrapping my arms around him. "I don't care... Just... Stay with me.."
"I'm pretty sure that would be breaking a lot of rules."
"I don't care." I mumbled as he lay beside me. I tightly wrapped my arms around him, resting my head against his chest.
"Liam... I... Was so scared that I lost you.."
"I know... And I'm sorry."
I felt him rest his head against mine. I didn't intend on sleeping. I had far too much in my mind, but I noticed Ryan didn't either. We just stayed like that.
I didn't think much until I heard the door open. I slightly lifted my head up, seeing my parents and Toni standing at the door. Their expressions blank as they stared at both of us.
I pulled up the biggest smile I could manage.
"... Hey Guys.. Los extrañé a todos.."
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UwU
Until the next chapter mah peeps. UwU
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