I wake up to Xavier still on top of me. "What happened", he grunted. "You were uh, drunk. Do you mind getting off". "Sorry". He rolls of of me to the other side of the bed.

"My head is spinning"! I get off of the bed and go to the medicine cabinet to find a pain reliever. I grab them and fill a glass up with water. I place it in his hands and he gulps it down. "Thanks". All i do is nod and walk back to the bathroom.

I walk back out with the most curious face ever. I show the object that looks like a blade. He chuckles while nodding his head "its a razor". "A what"? "A razor you use it to shave". I nod my head and set it down.

"Alpha", an older lady says while handing him a pile of paper. He thanks the lady and looks at it. "Im tired can you read this to me", he says while pointing at one of the papers.

I freeze in my spot and gulp. "Come on what are you waiting for"? "I-i can't r-read". I look down at the ground as a tear drops.

I hear a gasp come from him and i look up. "Yes you can". He hands me the paper. "Try". I open my mouth to sound out the words. "I can't Xavier"! I set the paper down and run to the bathroom.

I try locking the door but his hands stop. "What did you say"! "I said i can't Xavier"! He raises his hand and slaps me. "I didn't give you permission to ever use my name and talk back to me like that.

I push him out of the way with all my strength and run out of his room. I roam the pack house when i come across people behind a counter. "What would you like ma'am". "Anything is fine". He slides me a cup filled with clear liquid. I sip some and cough. "Why does it burn my throat"? I keep drinking it and get used to it.

***
I was now on my tenth cup when the man stop giving me some. "One more please with a cherry on top", i whine. "No can do". I groan and stumble off to who knows were. I feel as if I'm free and theres nothing to worry about and no pain.

"I wish i had a normal life like other teenage girls", i think. I stumble to the kitchen to find some food when i find a can that says "whipped cream". I shrug and pour some in my mouth, wait no I poured some on the floor.

"I love whipped cream"! I ran down a hallway yelling that about one hundred times. Some people came out of there room and starred at me. "Starring isn't nice", i yelled.

I giggled then started crying. "Why am i so messed up. I wipe my tears and smile. I skip down the hall to a huge door. I open and while screaming "whip cream is babe"! Bad decision i made because Xavier was standing there looking pissed as ever.

"Your the drunk girl people have been calling about". I pout and stomp my foot. "How did you even find alcohol"? "Its a secret", I giggled. "You want to know what I think of you alpha"? "I think your the first person who hasn't tried to kill me".

"Back at my own home they made me drink poison. They also made me put a show on for the men, which was scary. I remember being in coma for a month because they nearly beat me to death". I looked down at the ground and smiled a little.

"If you don't love me or like me I understand I don't know what that feel like anyways.
I slide down the door and he stands there with wide eyes.

I swooped off the floor in a bone crushing hug. "Come on lets get you to bed".

***

I jump on the bed while he tells me to calm down. I lay down and close my eyes finally. I drift off sleep.

***

I wake up to the most unbearable headache ever. "Alpha", I whisper. "Yeah"? "What happened"? "You got drunk". I sigh while holding my head. "Hear, take these". I gulp the pills down and lay back on the pillow.

"Was i crazy"? "Definitely", he smirked. My cheeks turned a shed of pink of embarrassment. "Hazel i have something to tell you". "Go on".

I want you to know that i l-love your personality. "My personality"? "Yeah", he says. I nod even though that was weird.

"Promise me to never get drunk"? "Promise", I smiled.