I've decided to continue after some months but please do not expect it to be very long. Thank you for everyone who is continuing to read this .

Hazels pov

I've been doing great in the past months. I've been getting counseling to stop all the crazy thoughts that would come through.

I've been doing a lot around the pack to keep my mind off things . On the other hand me and Xavier have rejected each other. Well more like I rejected him.  I think about the day that happened.

It was a horrible day . The pack had just been defeated by the other pack that we didn't even know was coming . Xavier's had all scratched and bruises on him. He walked in and his eyes were black.

He started to yell at me saying it was my fault and that we would've won if it wasn't for me. The only thing is , I was in the pack house the whole time ...

He started throwing punches letting all his anger out. I sat there curled up taking every punch. This was happening for about a good thirty minutes and his men had to get him off of me. It took four of them.

Four men to life Xavier off of me because he was furious . When he started to leave I said the very words that got me to were I am today , " I Hazel rejects Xavier black." When I said that he turned around and socked me in my face again. I was left on the ground shaking uncontrollably. I couldn't lift myself up because I was  so badly beaten. Did I cry? I sure did but not cause of the pain ... because I wanted my life to be over.

Later that night women came . I could tell it was women cause of the voice . I couldn't see due to my eyes being swollen shut. I was bathed and put into another set of clothes . My wounds were taken care of and I slept were the women were that night . I was so severely beat by Xavier I had to be separated from Xavier so it wouldn't happen again.

He gets to visit me once a week and each time he comes he just says sorry.  I have permanent scar along my arm from him.

As I recap everything that happened in my mind I shiver. I was be meet today by Xavier today. We walks in with a huge smile as he walks into my room.

"How's my most favorite woman doing." I stare at him and roll my eyes .

"Didn't I reject your ?" He nods as chuckles. "But I accept the rejection." I just shake my head and look out the window .
I smile at one of the women that saved me. I thanked them that day . I would've been hopeless if they didn't find me .

He stands up and kisses me on my forehead and walks out. I wipe my forehead so fast and then I went to my closet . I put on some running clothes and go out on the huge field just to run and exercise.

I started doing exercises to keep me in shape just in case i needed to run from Xavier . Who knows when the next time he'll go crazy.

I end my day with just relaxing and watching tv. That's basically what I did everyday. I just hope I have a good change in life .

Heres a chapter finally!! I was happy to write because I've been slacking a lot lately in writing in all my books. Hope you enjoy !!☺️