Hi. I thought I'd update, mainly because I have like 30-40 people following this blog. Why? I dunno. It's kinda weird. Thanks tho. I never actually though anyone would read this shit. Nothing have happened in my life recently, nothing interesting to write about. I haven't been eating properly, all I've had is some cookies the last couple of days and I've had some water. I'm thinking about not eating at all actually. There's no reason to live anyways. Mark doesn't care about me, he was the only reason I had to live. I have no parents, no siblings. All I have is my cousin and she lives far away from here. I meet her like once a year...it really sucks. I bet she won't miss me though, she has a family. Maybe I should do it...I have some sleeping pills in my bathroom. I could do it.

//a/n//

IMPORTANT: PLEASE READ!

So I've decided to make you guys the readers for the blogs, so I will stop doing these thing at the end and if you comment anything Jack and Mark will most likely read it and says something about it in the next chapter.

The amount of followers their blogs have is also going to be how many reads this, so yea. I thought that was a cool idea.

Love ya<33