(A/n: I just like dis song and the animation so yeah live with it xD)

Hi. I tried to speak to him today. Idk why, I just felt like it. He ignored me. I know he was home. I saw him. He didn't answer the door. He hates me. Why do I live? Nobody likes me anyways. There's no reason for me living. Why didn't the cancer kill me? Mark's the only one I want. He's my only love. I will never love anyone again. Fuck me. Why did he leave me? He said he loved me. He said I was the one. But then he left. He left me. Why doesn't alone love me? Why do I write this? Why do you read this? I can't even write dammit. This sucks, I know it does. Fuckk. What am I even supposed to write on the blog? I don't fucking know. Fuck my life. Wow now ain't this a positive blog. Imma go cut...don't cut tho. It hurts, I know I do it but don't. Please don't end up like me. You really don't want to end up like this. Bye...

//a/n//

Realized that I don't write "//a/n//" or anything like that in this story but I'm going to start doing it now since that's what I do in my other stories and I'm used to it now.

I'm working on a chapter for 'The ship has sailed' so get exited.

I know I haven't updated in really long but I've been busy and I just felt like updating this story bc it's easy.

Idk why you guys like it but you do so yeah, here u go xD

Love ya<33