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The bitterest tears shed over graves are for 

words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

~Harriet Beecher Stowe

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Author's pov:

"Knocking on the door is something called basic manner, Jungkook!!" Y/n glares at him.

"Well, the heart wants what it wants," Jungkook says, patting his chest and walking over to Hoseok.

"Look Hobi hyung, it's a big opportunity, don't let it go,

Go grab a coffee or something and think about it." Jungkook gives Hoseok a friendly hug.

"O-okay." Hoseok says, pulling away from the hug, and walks out of the cabin after sending a small simile over to Y/n.

Jungkook's POV:-

I turned around to face the stingy woman named Y/n, standing in front of me, shooting glares at me, which I gladly reciprocated.

"So, the one who met us yesterday was not the college Y/n, but was a very clever, CEO Y/n, correct??" I walk around her, before stopping right behind her.

"Wherever you see talent, you just pick it up, even if you have to separate people for that. You're still the same, selfish, egoist, correct??" I whisper in her ear in a low tone.

"INCORRECT!!" She turns around and pushes me away, to which I roll my eyes at her.

"I just want to bring Hoseok's talent in front of the world,

Jungkook, don't give yourself that much importance, that you feel like all my decisions are related to you.

Whatever I did was just for Hoseok!!!" She says.

"Hoseok, huh? You want to do something for Hoseok, Y/n, good, but," I scoff at her and move to stand close to her.

"Where were you when this same Hoseok was roaming around from office to office looking for a job for 2 fuckin' years? Where were you then? His talent didn't faze you, huh Y/n? Now that he's in my band, people are loving him and he's already a star, but suddenly his talent has started to shine in your eyes, huh? " I look away for a second before continuing again, staring right into her soul.

"Baby, YOU are giving me the importance, not the way around. You want to finish my band, right? You want to take all of my close friends' lives in your hands, right? "

I voiced her out, glaring at her.

This girl is just wishing more and more for death wishes as the days go by. How dare she even think about separating my friend from me? If looks could kill, I'm damn sure she would have been buried deep down the ground a long time ago, by the looks of it. It's the same case for me as well. But whatever, she needs to learn where her limits end.

"Playing with others' lives is not my thing, Jungkook, because that's something you have been doing your whole life. You think that everything around you is because of you. You made this channel, you made Hoseok, ,you just think you made all of this. You even think that about ME, you think that I'm, ME, because of the alimony, that YOUR dad gave me during the divorce. It's all because of you, only you're running everything around here right, you're the almighty !!! " She spat, rolling her eyes at me.

"Yeah, yeah, roll your eyes more. Maybe you will actually find some brain that has sense in it, because all you use is the damn mind. It's senseless and selfish as fuck.

But before that, are you asking me or stating it? " I smirk at her.

She still looks so hot when she's angry...

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK JUNGKOOK ??

Where did that dumb thought even come from? Oh right, from my amazing brain..

Jungkook, wake up!!!

You hate her!

Just remember that.

I snapped out of my thoughts when she started to yell.

"I'm asking you, Jungkook, if this almighty didn't forget WHO made his life while making others' fates right?"

"What are you trying to say?" I inquired, raising my brow.

"Sir Bang Sihyuk, Do you remember him, or did you forget about him? The person who handed you the guitar the first time, the person who taught you music, the person who made you stand where you're today !!!!!" she stops and by the expression on her face.I can tell that something is really, really wrong.

"W-What h-happened to Sihyuk, sir?" I ask her, trying to stay calm.

"J-jungkook, h-he p-passed away, l-last week. And you know w-what was his last wish?? H-he just wanted to meet you, Jungkook, just one more time, sorry I should say o-one last time"

I d-don't know w-what to say anymore.

B-Bang Sihyuk, sir, is n-no more. The person who was like my father's figure all his life. H-he's no more...And I was not even able to fulfil his last wish; I couldn't even send him off.

Y/n snubs my shoulder before walking out of the cabin, leaving me alone in my sorrow after whatever she ranted about. I didn't hear her because I was too lost in my own thoughts.

about him.

How could I do that to him, after everything he ever did for me? I'm so ashamed of myself right now.

I sucked it up and walked out of the office to the place where I should have been a long time ago.

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(Time Skip)

In the graveyard:

Jungkook reaches the graveyard where Bang si hyuk sir's body was buried.

He walks around the graveyard trying to find Si Hyuk's gravestone. Once his eyes land on the grave, he walks over to it and kneels before the grave.

He touches the grave as in taking blessings. His tears were already on the edge of pouring out. He tries so hard not to let them fall, but eventually gives in and lets his heart out, saying his last goodbye.

(Time Skip)

Bang SiHyuk's House:

Jungkook goes over to his teacher's house to meet his wife.

"He used to love you a lot, he never even missed any of your episodes, even that night's episode when h-he...

He was very proud of you. He used to say that he would live even when he was dead. Jungkook would keep him alive.

We tried to meet you or call you, but I guess you changed your number. I even called your office. We went to the hospital one day, when Hyuk's health was getting bad.That's where we met Y/n by chance. She came there for her mother's check-up."

Jungkook listens to all of this, looking down, not really knowing what to say. His guilt was killing him inside, and the guilt that he was not there for them at all.

His eyes snapped to Mrs. Bang at the mention of Y/n and he leaned back in his chair, listening.

"After that day, Y/n took care of both of us really well. She used to come to our house every weekend and never even made us have any problems regarding finance. She took care of everything and did everything she could do, and she still helps me to this day.

You don't need to worry so much abou son. At least Y/n was here. You or her, it's all the same.

You know what Hyuk used to say? He used to say that Jungkook has become a really big man now, and everything that I couldn't do, my son Jungkook did.

"He was so proud of you son," she says, gazing lovingly at Jungkook, who was drowning in a pool of sadness.He was not able to gather up the courage to face her and say anything. He felt his throat drying.

Suffocation.

Guilt.

Regret.

That's what he was feeling, sitting there listening to everything the lady said.

"C-can I get a glass of water, aunt?" He asks Mrs. Bang, who nods and walks into the kitchen to get him water.

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Mrs. Bang comes out with a tray, only to find that Jungkook was nowhere to be found and also a stack of cash with a note wrapped around it.

She picks it up and reads

Ma'am, I'm really ashamed of myself. That's why I'm leaving some cash here like

this, without saying anything.

Please don't think wrong about it...

Whatever I am, it is all because of you, sir...

I'm leaving my number below and I promise that you won't see me on television ever again.

Because even after promising sir, I wasn't able to take care of him.

But this time I'm going to keep it.

-Yours lovingly

Jungkook

(m);xxxxxxxxxx

By the end of the note, Mrs. Bang was all in tears, just blessing Jungkook in her mind, remembering her husband.

Oh my lord, this was hard

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