Confusion takes ahold of me
The barriers that bind me
Hold me back
My feelings unpack

You're words control me
It's hypnotizing
You're actions cause me to go deeper
It's agonizing

The fear of the unknown
Takes ahold
The tear that is un-shown
Slowly unfolds

My heart breaks without you
I wish you knew
That it's hard to not think about you

Every time my mind crosses you
I have to count my losses over two

Your words are sweet
But yet you don't complete
Your concern for me is weak
It seems

So why am I here?
Why am I crying there?
Why is my heart in a snare?

Why does my heart break apart?
Every time

I need to stay away from you
But every time I do
I want to run back to you

Every time my mind crosses you
I have to count my losses over two
I don't love you
But yet I wish I do

I'm scared
Of breaking
I'm afraid
Of crying

I can't do this again
My heart always descends

My heart breaks
I hate my mistakes
My heart undertakes
All of the past intakes

My mistakes of falling for you
When I knew
My heart would be a demise
Every time