Maxx and I sat in my room afterschool. We were pretty much trying to hide from my little sister. I loved the kid, but she could damn annoying. And slutty. Freaking whore.

                “Chandler, I have to ask. If you dated Shaw, would you get scared and back out?” Maxx asked.

                “I don’t know,” I said honestly. Trusting people made me so, so nervous. I was always afraid they would hurt me.

                “Well, let’s go. Mark and Shaw will be at the restaurant soon,” Maxx said, jumping up.

                I got up and pulled my shirt off. I grabbed a different one and pulled it one. I fixed my hair before following Maxx out.

                “Maxx,” Ariel said, grinning and running over to him. She wrapped her arms around his neck and jumped into his arms.

                “Ariel, how many times do I have to tell you that I have a boyfriend?” Maxx groaned.

                “But you don’t have a girlfriend. Would you like one?” she asked, winking at him and kissing his cheek roughly.

                “That’s enough Ariel. Get off of him,” I said, pulling her off of Maxx. I set her down and she pouted and grabbed my hand.

                “I want to come with you guys Chandler. You never hang out with me anymore!” she whined.

                “I’ll hang out with you this weekend. I promise,” I said.

                Ariel held out her pinky and I wrapped mine around it. She nodded in approval before jumping up and pecking my lips. She wrapped her arms around me and giggled.

                “I love you big brother,” she said happily before skipping off towards her bedroom.

                “Ew. It always creeps me out when you kiss your sister on the lips,” Maxx said, shaking his head and raising an eyebrow at me.

                “Jeez Maxx! She’s 9! She’s not trying to be dirty with me!” I cried, rolling my eyes.

                “Whatever. Let’s go,” he said.

                “Bye mom. Bye dad. I’m going out to dinner with Maxx, Mark, and Shaw,” I called before leaving.

                My limp was still there, but it was getting better. I got in Maxx’s car and he drove us to the restaurant we were eating at.

                My heartbeat sped up a little as my eyes locked on Shaw. He and Mark were sitting outside, laughing together.

                We got out of the car and went over to them. Mark jumped up and greeted Maxx with a kiss. Shaw stood up and smiled at me.

                “Feeling better?” he asked in concern, keeping his voice low so that only I could hear him.

                “Yea,” I said with a sigh.

                The four us went inside and were seated. I sat across from Shaw and Maxx sat across from Mark. We grabbed our menus and ordered a few minutes later.

                “So what do you guys want to do after we eat?” Maxx asked, holding Mark’s hand over the table.

                “Four-way?” Shaw offered.

                Mark smacked him in the arm and rolled his eyes. “You are such a pervert Shaw!” he whined.

                “Oh, so sorry if I offended you Mr. Virgin,” Shaw said sarcastically. I snickered as Mark blushed a little.

                “Hey! I made Chandler Martin laugh a little! I’M A FREAKING PRO!” Shaw cheered.

                Maxx rolled his eyes. “It’s not hard to make Chandler laugh if you know what to say to him. Like, for instance, if you say ‘front dancers’,” Maxx said. I found myself instantly bursting into laughter, and slapped a hand over my mouth.

                I finally got my laughter under control and shook my head. “That’s no fair Maxx! You’ve been my best friend for 13 years. Of course you know how to make me laugh,” I whined.

                “Well, I’m going to have to learn, because you have a sexy laugh. Why does front dancers make you laugh?” Shaw asked curiously.

                “Maxx and I saw We The Kings live, and Travis was telling us how he couldn’t dance. He was talking about how the kids in the front, the front dancers, which included me and Maxx, were just humping the rail like bosses,” I explained. It was one of those “had to be there” moments.

                (A.N.- Seriously, that happened to me and my friends when we saw WTK live, and I got him saying it on video xD)

                “Right…” Shaw said. “FOOD!” he cried, instantly distracted as the waitress came and set our food down.

                The four us ate, them slipping into casual talk and me being left to my thoughts. I caught myself glancing at Shaw every once in a while. Damn, he was so fucking hot.

                “Chandler, hello! Earth to Chandler!”

                I blinked in surprised as Shaw waved his hands in front of my face. I stared at him in confusion as he pulled his hands away and rolled his eyes.

                “Sorry, you were zoning out. I already have to deal with Mark when it comes to zoning out. Don’t you start doing it too!” he whined. Mark pouted.

                “Sorry,” I mumbled.

                “Anyways, we’re all done eating. So, you’re coming over!” he cried, grabbing my arm and pulling me with him. We waved goodbye to Maxx and Mark before Shaw pulled me into a car.

                “This is my mommy’s car, so I’m not allowed to crash it,” Shaw said and pouted. He pulled out of the parking lot and drove to his house.

                We went inside and sat down in his living room. Shaw started up Netflix and began to scroll through movies.

                “DONNIE DARKO! WE ARE WATCHING DONNIE DARKO!” he screamed.

                I shrugged. “That movie makes me feel high as fuck, but okay,” I said as he clicked on it and turned off the lights.

                Shaw curled up and rested his head in my lap. I found myself playing with his hair as we watched the movie.

                Half way through the movie, Shaw turned so that he was looking up at me. He frowned deeply and sighed.

                “Look Chandler, I know you’ve been hurt. Well, that’s a complete understatement. But you know what I mean. I could never even imagine what you went through as a child. But I really, really like you, and I want to date you. I was nervous at first, but my heart chose you, and I’m not going to fight that. I know you’re terrified, but I swear on my life that I would never do anything to hurt you,” he said sincerely.

                We fell into silence as my eyes stayed locked on the screen. Sometime later, I finally looked down at Shaw. He hadn’t taken his eyes off of me yet.

                “You’re right Shaw. I am terrified. But I do like you a lot, and I do want to date you. You’re sexy, loyal, and kindhearted. But if you hurt me, I hope you know Maxx and I will kill you,” I said softly.

                Shaw shifted and sat up. He wrapped his arms around me and pressed his lips to mine. In the movie, the engine had just crashed into Donnie’s bedroom, killing him. Mad World began to play as I pulled Shaw closer to myself.

                He licked my bottom lip and I instantly opened his mouth. His tongue slipped in and rubbed mine playfully.

                Shaw pulled my shirt off and I pulled his off. I pushed him back on the couch and crawled on top of him, our tongues still battling together.

                I ran my hands up his chest. I began to kiss down his neck to his right nipple. I nibbled it playfully before kissing down to his waistline.

                I unzipped his jeans and slid them off. He hurriedly did the same to me. He grabbed my hips and grinded our lower halves together as I began to suck at his neck.

                “The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had.”

                I took Shaw’s boxers off and threw them to the floor. I took his erection in my hands and he bit his lip.

                “No, Shaw. None of that,” I whispered with a smirk, catching his bottom lip with my teeth.

                “Now pay attention,” I said, kissing him before shifting and placing him in my mouth. Shaw moaned and tangled his hands in my hair as I began to suck him.               

                “Chandler,” Shaw moaned as I flicked my tongue over his tip.

                Wanting to hear him moan my name even more, I began to suck him harder. I succeeded in my goal as he cried out my name, arching his back and trying to hold out.

                “Chandler, I…Oh god!” he cried.

                I nodded slightly and he groaned and thrust upward as he came in my mouth. I swallowed him down before moving up and kissing him, letting him taste himself. He kissed me passionately and removed my boxers.

                I shifted us so that I was positioned over Shaw. I thrust into him and he whimpered in pain, squeezing his eyes shut.

                I thrust into him again and he moaned as I hit his spot. I found myself moaning as I began to go harder and faster.

                Shaw dug his fingers into the couch and cried out my name. I felt myself reaching peak and moaned.

                I let out another moan as I came in Shaw. I pulled out and Shaw wrapped his arms around me, pulling me on top of him and kissing me deeply.

                We pulled away from each other, breathing heavily and lightly coated in sweat. “I take it we’re officially dating?” Shaw asked.

                “Really Shaw?” I asked, rolling my eyes.

                “I love your name Chandler. It’s so much fun to scream during sex,” he said, pecking my lips and smirking. “But we better get dressed, because my dad will be home in a little.”

                We got dressed and made sure there was no sign of what we had done before cuddling on the couch together. A little while later, Shaw’s dad, Derek, came in.

                “Hi boys,” he greeted.

                “Hi daddy. Chandler and I are dating,” Shaw said and kissed me, grinning.

                “Just don’t have sex,” his dad said with a shrug.

                “Oh, we’ll make sweet, sweet love on the kitchen table,” Shaw said casually.

                “Good. I’ll eat outside,” Derek said and strolled into the kitchen.

                Shaw chuckled and kissed me deeply. “I’m really happy Chandler. Maxx and Mark are probably going to freak out,” he said.

                I nodded in agreement. “Definitely,” I said, rolling my eyes. But they would be happy for us. And I was happy. For once in my life, I was happy.

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A.N.- Pretty sure the next chapter will be the last ;p