I never did ask logan about what had been happening with me.....

I'll just look it up online it can't be that bad.....

Oh ho ho ho, I was wrong!

I looked up the coughing up blood thing. It was just a normal thing with my troat being too dry. But when I added the flower petals..... Hanahaki... But its fake? Wait we live in Thomas's mind. I am Thomas's imagination....sort of.... I have Hanahaki disease..

Hanahaki Disease is a fictional disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough) if the feelings are confessed and not returned the victim will die from un-natural heartbreak, or when the victim dies from suffocation. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear. The victim will never be able to love again......

The victim will never love again.....

I am Thomas's romantic side. If I get that surgery Thomas will never feel love again. I'll ask logan what happens to a side when they die....

Mabey we will just come back again!

I walk down stairs to Logan and Virgil again. Just sitting on the couch.

"hey.... Uh Logan?"

"Satulations Roamn do you need something?"

"yes i-" I get cut off by my coughing again. More flower petals. They look like purple roses. Crap that means I'll be coughing up torns when it gets really bad....

"you okay princey?" At least Virgils not as tence as usual. He can probably tell I'm dying and is happy about that.

"what happens if a side was to die?" great I just blurted that out.

"Why do you ask?"

"yeah Princey who's dying?" Virgil siad with a chuckle.

"N-No one I just want to know... I got curious."

"Well the side that dies regenates but with out all their memories.... So if say you were to die. You would not remember watching all of the Disney movies so very much... Enjoy. You would not Remember all the sides names or certain feelings towards the sides. You might also want to change the name you have now. You are Roman so you might want to be call Romulous." Wow I'm going to die and they are going to get some cheep version of me.

"but that won't happen Right logan? W-We are All healthy r-right? " virgil seems worried

"No we are all healthy as far as I know."

Virgil let put a sigh and I waved a little before going back to my room. I coughed up another load of petals and blood. I decided to keep them in a box. I put a note in it for Virgil.

Dear Virgil

This is Roman. If you are reading this I have already passed and you have cleaned my room for the new side. I am sorry to say that the reasoning for my death was Hanahaki which is a fictional disease that I had towards you. I do not know how I got it as its fictional but I put it down to being creativity and the Romantic side. I could have not died but that would mean Thomas would never love again. And I can't do that to Thomas for my own life. Please do not get dwelled on this. It is not your fault that you could not love me. And tell the others I love them platonicly..... I love you as more than that Virgil so I want you to remember as long as you are alive you havd someone who literally died because they loved you.

Goodbye my love.

Roman Sanders