Chapter 4
JISOO POV.
he looks completely different from the clumsy boy i met earlier. He shows a powerful and reliable vibe now.
"Sit next to Jisu please." I raise my hand and point at the empty desk beside me. Namjoon gave me a confused look again. He sits on his desk then whispers.
"I am jisoo." I whispered back.
"What?? Then who's---" she was cutt off when our teacher spoke.
"Kim namjoon. Please be quiet." Namjoon mutters a 'sorry'. I smile a little at his confused state.
It's break time and Jisu walks up to me.
"Hey." I said to him once she sit besides on my table.
"I was worried something happened to you." She flashes me a worried look.
"Well, something happened." I glance down at mine and namjoon's bag which are now free from each other.
"What do you mean? Wait. Your keychain...!" My twin doesn't know about the whole keychain thingy. I glance at namjoon who's quietly looking at me two, probably putting the puzzles together about me and jisu.
"Um, i guess it found its other half." I said. Her mouth hang open.
"Whoa, you won't even know that heart was broken. It looks like one now." She said with amazed with her face.
"I know." I chuckle on her reaction.
"How did you found it's other half?" I gesture at namjoon.
"He has it." Her mouth forms an 'o' then her eyes looks at namjoon. She smile and waved at him.
"Hi! I'm jisu, her twin sister." She reacthes out to namjoon for a shake hand. He smiles and shakes her hand firmily.
"Oh, so you're Jisu." She nods with a bright smile.
"Yeah! You must be confused why our teacher called. Jisoo, jisu. I'm the class representative by the way. If you ever need help, just came to me." I stand up and grab my bag.
"You can have your desk now." I turn to namjoon. Jisu went to my desk to grab her bag.
"Are you sure i can keep the keychain?" He nods with a smile.
"Hundred percent sure!" I don't really know why, but his eyes seem to be shining? I don't want to stare at his eyes since i feel awkward having eye contact with someone. But his eyes just have this something in it and i feel attracted to it. I start to panic inwardly at the new... experience.
'Why can't i look away?!'
Namjoon's smile got ever wider and his eyes twinkle even more.
"You have sparkling eyes." He said in awe and my eyes widen.
'He's thinking the same as me?'
I clear my throat and look away, trying to hide my embarrassment.
"Must be the reflection of light."
"Ehem! Excuse me..." She flashes me a teasing smile and sit on her seat.
"I'm glad you have someone you can talk to. Namjoon. Jisoo rarely talks to someone she doesn't want to become friends with. But you must be special." She wriggles her eyebrows at him and i roll my eyes.
"Oh, maybe the three of us can be best buddies! We can do our homework and study together!" She claps her hands, pure excitement is visible on her face.
"I don't study." I sit my sister's table namjoon just smiles watching me and jisu banter. Well, more like smiles at me and i would just pretend i didn't met his eyes every time i look at him.
If someone stares at me like that, i would feel crep out, but it's different when it comes to him. In fact, i feel more confident and flattered.
'Whait, what the fuck? Why am i feeling this way?!'
I mentally slap some sense to myself.
'Am i being like this because he's my so said my half? I don't even believe in those things...'
I feel really weird like i don't even know myself right now. I'm Jisoo, the girl who rarely talks someone.
A stoic and imassive person.
A person who doesn't want to feel.
A person who doesn't like being attached to someone.
'I'm sure he's only like that at first. But when he got to know Jisu, he won't even bat an eye at me.'
And i'm right. Jisu is now talking to him and they seem to get along well.
'As expected from jisu.'
I quietly stand up and return to my seat.
School is already over. I rarely glance at namjoon at class. I only glance at him when i would look at Jisu and my eyes would naturally travel to namjoon. When me and my twin were about to leave, he walked up to me to say goodbye.
I didn't even spare a glance at him while my sister returned his parting phrase.
"Jisoo?" I look at him with a blank look.
"See you tomorrow." He smiled at me with his dimple showing as usual. I nod and start to walk, leaving my sister behind. I took at deep breath, trying to calm my abnormally fast beating heart which i don't know why it's beating fast.
I try my best not to look back at namjoon.
"Why were you so cold to namjoon earlier?" I looked at him.
"What do you mean? I'm always like this to everyone." She frowns at me.
"But i though namjoon is you friend..." i didn't let her finished.
"I never said that he is." To be honest, i don't know i acted cold to him. I feel close to him, like i've know him in the past and it's scary how i feel comfortable with him.
I don't like it.
I don't like feeling close with someone expect with my sister... and him.
But namjoon i've only known him today, yet...
I shake my head.
I just don't like it.'
Me and my sister are about to make dinner when the doorbell rang. Me and my sister look at each other, trying to communicate only with my eyes about who will open the door.
We both nod and reach an agreement wordlessly.
"Rock, paper..."
"...scissors!"
I groan when she pulled out a paper when i a rock. She gave me a cheeky smile and gesture for me to open the door. I stand up lazily and strode over the foyer. I open the door and my eyes widen.
'It's him.'
"Good evening, Jisoo." The corner of my lips tug up, but i try to stop it.
"Hello, jin." Jin is my neighbor and also my childhood friend. He goes to the same school with me and he's one year ahead. He's the only close friend i have. He's also very nice and sweet.
And...i like him
"Ah, come in." I smile at him. He smile back and enter my house, removing his shoes.
"Mom wants us to have dinner together, are you two ladies fine with that?" She looked at me.
"Of course." I answer immediately. My sister looks at me and smile meaningfully.
"Yeah, it's been a while since we had dinner together." My sister said.
"Great! I'll wait for you guys outside."
"We'll be there in a sec." I smile at him again. He leaves me two, and my twin stands up from the couch.
"I don't like showing my feelings my ass." She said. I glare at him.
"Shut up." She giggles.
Jin's mother greeted me and my sister warmly. Jin's family take care of me and my sister when my parents are away. They're like a family to me too. They never failed to cheer me up, especially jin.
After the dinner, the three of us are cleaning up and washing the dishes. Me and my twin are washing the dishes while jin is wiping the table.
"There's a new guy in our class. His name is Kim Namjoon." Jin looked at Jisu and i also look at him.
"Oh really, how's he like?"
"Ask jisoo." I glare at my sister and she only gave me an innocent look.
"He's fine, kinda clumsy but reliable."
"Ooh, is he your friend?" I shook my head on him.
"No, i have no intention of being friends with him."
"Why not?" Jisu looks at me, shocked.
"The two of you are like, there's something between you two that, um...chemistry?" Jin stops what he is doing and looks at me two
.
"Chemistry?" She repeat and my fucking sister is like nodding what the hell is wrong with this women. I don't like her we just met today, it's doesn't mean that i like her or friends with her but it's feel really awkward with i'm always met her brown eyes like there's shining in there that i can't take off my eyes on him like i was locked with her eyes it's feels really weird like fucking weird!! Wait a minute jisoo your cursed to much stop it jisoo.
"Yeah, but Jisoo is acting cold to namjoon." I just heave a sight and mind my own business.
"Oh..." I heard her mutter. I sigh again and look back again on my little shit sister.
"Jisu, there's no something between the two of us. I don't like him." I rolled my eyes on him.
"Huh? Why not?" She so confused. Well i don't give a shit.
"I just don't." Jin walks over the two of me.
"Now, let's not force Jisoo to like that guy. Maybe jisoo has her reason, right?" He smiles warmly at me. I smile back and nod at him.
"Yup." Jin patd my head.
"You don't need to be friends with everyone." I nod again.
"That's right!"
I feel happy that jin is not forcing me to be friends with everyone. That's what i like about him. He doesn't force me into anything. He always listens to my problems and understand me the most. He's the only person i can open up and can rely on.
I plop down on my bed, pulling the blanket over my body. My room is dark expect for one thing: the heart-shaped keychain it's center is glowing. The opal is shining and creating iridescent.
It's beautiful.
Looks ethereal even.
And it looks oddly familiar. I don't know where i've seen that before. I exhale and close my eyes, wanting to sleep.
Moon.
Stars.
Sun.
Clouds.
Beautiful.
Light.
Peaceful.
White.
Butterflies.
I feel like i am in cloud nine. I feel light, yet my heart feels heavy. I feel completed, yet i feel empty. I'm happy, but i don't know why i am crying out of sadness.
Everthing is beautiful and serene, yet i want to be away from here. I feel like everything is clear, yet blurry. I feel alive, yet i feel like i am drowning. It's hard to breath.
My tears becoming white butterflies.
There are white flowers. The grass are white i am wearing a white dress. All i can hear is the sound of the wind. I feel sad and i don't know why. My heart is clenching emptiness.
Then...everything became clear.
It's snowing. There's no grass. There's no flowers.There are no stars nor moon, even clouds. But there's a beautiful sunset.
And...he's there.
I feel happy, but i am crying.
I feel completed, but i feel empty.
I feel weird, but it's okay.
He's already there.
Tears continue to flow and there are many butterflies surrounding me, making their way to him. I smile with felicity.
I woke up with tears streaming down my face and my heart is clenching. I stare up at my ceiling. My alarm clock is ringing loudly, yet it i can't heard it.
'What...what happened?'
What happened to me?
Why i am crying?
Did i have a nightmare?
I can't remember what happened in my dream.
My dream looks so vivid, yet...i've forgotten it. I slowly reach up to my cheeks to wipe my tears.
I start to get ready for school. I feel drained due to my dream. My twin notice my puffy eyes. But i didn't say anything to her. I just continue to eat mindlessly before taking a bath.
I dry my hair using a towel searching for my contact lenses i put in my drawer. I open one drawer and saw the box my mother gave me. I stare at box for a while, not knowing what to do. I want to open it badly.
I give in easily to my desire and reach out to the box. I slowly open the box snd found... nothing.
"What?"
'Why is it empty?'
I frowns as i examine the box. Then i found some glitter, i don't know it if is glitter, but they're shiny dusts.
It's like it crumble into dusts.
'Is mom messing with me? She said there's something here that can grant a wish, where is it?'
I sigh in disappointment and close the box. It's not like i have something to wish for. I put the box back and search for my contact lenses again.
After i found and put it on, i grab my bag with my heart-shaped keychain dangling. I was about to leave my room when...
"Jisoo..."
I heard someone calling my name. I stop dead on my tracks. Hair on my arms began to stand up.
'Did...did i just...'
I stood there frozen. I heard my name being called out by someone very clearly.
So clearly.
"Thank you, jisoo."
The chills on my back intensifies and i run away from my room while screaming.
NARATTOR.
"She may be gone and her magic is also gone, but the magic in her heart will never disappear."
A smile that had many meaning forms on his lips.
"Thank you for freeing her heart... jisoo."
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