Broken

Lost

Destroyed

That's how Byun Baekhyun felt like right now. He had hoped, he felt happy seeing his face for some weird reason, he felt like hugging him but never expected that touching him would hurt so much after all.

Chanyeol didn't explain to him why he did end their fake relationship, the relationship which felt so real, so, so real. His big dark eyes didn't even look into Baekhyun's eyes, he just turned around that day and walked away. 

With slow steps, Baekhyun dragged his empty body home, not even taking his eyes off the ground. His mother didn't talk to him, thinking that she was the reason for his bad and sad mood. What could have been happening during these three days, that changed Chanyeol's mind and behaviour. Maybe he decided to end all this because he realized that all these relationships were none sense, but if that was the case, why should he not tell Baekhyun the reason?

He didn't know, maybe he shouldn't know. Baekhyun slowly sat on his couch, staring at his laptop. He had not touched it in days, it was just staying there, catching dust. 

So what would happen to his blog now, was that the reason why Chanyeol stopped? He probably doesn't want anything to be published about him, but he could have told Baekhyun, he would understand, wouldn't he?

Two days passed, Baekhyun didn't leave his room. He didn't talk to his mother nor anyone else, his phone was shut down. He took his laptop and clicked on the button on the upper right to open it. He went to his blog, seeing all the comment who wanted him to give them more details about his next blog. All of them waited for it, every single one. But it wouldn't be right to still post about it without Chanyeol's agreement. 

Of course, Chanyeol agreed to this, but not on paper. This is especially important, so no one is able to sue Baekhyun since the contract gives him all the rights he needs. This indeed was a great story, people would love it, it would grow his blog status, but something was stopping him,  he couldn't do that. Or could he?

Baekhyun didn't even know where to start and especially where to end, he didn't get his answer, no, this fake relationship only confused him and his goal.

The goal to write a brand new, interesting blog about someone who has a relationship problem. Who has a lack of love. Someone, who maybe isn't even aware of what that is.  

More and more days passed, Baekhyun was scrolling through the successful blogs of the other bloggers, reading all the replies of the readers. He missed writing, getting all the blooming support of people he didn't even know. He asked himself if they missed him, or the things he wrote. The long pause made him realize that people didn't care about Baekhyun, but about the things he wrote. He was questioning if they ever cared about the author, or only wrote nice things so the author would keep writing.

He shook the thoughts out of his head, this whole Chanyeol-thing made him questioning his readers, the people he could even call fans. They supported him, even still write him messages that they are willing to wait, no matter how desperately they want to get a new story of his.

Fingers were softly knocking against his door. ''Baekhyun?''

He turned his neck towards his door, saying ''Yes?'' He knew it was his mother, she didn't say anything until he allowed her with a ''Come in.'' to enter his room.

The door moved and his mother stepped in. A light, weak and unsure smile lingered on her lips. With weird movements she walked around the room, not knowing whether to stay or sit on his bed. ''Hi.'' She said, starting the conversation. ''Sorry if I'm disturbing your work.''

''What work,'' Baekhyun said coldly, smirking sarcastically.

''Your blog, aren't you working on it for days? You haven't been leaving your room since then, I only saw your face when you got yourself food, Baekhyun.'' She really did look worried, rubbing her palms against her thighs.

''Ah, you mean the big blog project which got destroyed because Chanyeol ended this. .'' He paused and breathed in ''Whatever it was?''

''He broke up with you?''

''You can't end something that was never there, to begin with, mom.''

For an unknown reason, she stood up from his bed, walked over to his chair and hugged him, pressing him against her warm mother breast. It was weird, but maybe it was what he needed. The last hug he had didn't end well, but it had almost the same feeling as this one, a feeling of security. Baekhyun hugged her back. Guilt filled his body, a few days ago his mother opened up to him and told him that she may have fallen in love for the first time after his dad and all he did was bashing her, instead of supporting the only human being he has.

The silence got interrupted by Ms Byun's phone ringing. She took it out of her pocket and pressed a button. ''Yes?'' Baekhyun looked up to her since he was still sitting. ''Eh, he is here, wait.''

She handed him the phone mumbling ''Mrs Park.''

Baekhyun hesitated for a second, but soon took the phone and replied with ''Yes?''

''What have you done?!'' She sounded angry.

''Mrs Park, I don't-''

''You ruined Chanyeol, you ruined us! I wanted you to show him his faults, not to dive him into depression, Byun Baekhyun!'' She raised her voice more and more. Baekhyun didn't know what was going on, he looked up to her mother, but she only raised her shoulders, not knowing anything as well. ''My driver will pick you up at 6 P.M, we need to talk.'' With a unsure voice, he stuttered out a ''O-Okay-''

Mrs Park hung up.

''What happened?'' His mother asked.

''I don't really know'' Baekhyun replied while staring at the phone display.

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O ma gawd, what happened

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