I'm the ghost of the man I was meant to be.

My parents would be horrified of what I became. 

I've been lying to myself....I'm no better then any of them.

Just pull the trigger.

It was a mistake...I can't let people in...I can't expose them to what's inside of me.

It's my turn. I deserve, just do it.

I was already dying on the inside rapidly...I finally chose the way to end it quickly. 

I see a monster. 

I'm a plague on this city. 

There's no light inside of me...there hasn't been for years.