I wanted Jeremiah to never resurface. I wanted his body to fully dissolve in the chemicals so that there would be no trace of him. I tossed him in their because I was sick of it. Of the carnage of what he caused. He needed me, he was just a joke with no punch line.

I hated everything he became. He was nothing to me when he showed his true self.

Now I'm in his hospital room considering smothering him while he sleeps