" When I killed him...All I felt was the void. It swallowed the fear, the guilt and I was emptier then the gun. I wasn't a scared kid anymore, I was numb...I was a killer..."

It stayed with me my entire life, through love, through learning and with everyone else I had to kill.

I have to be this way. This detached, numb and empty.  To deal with people when I see the worst in them.

[On this night the killer dropped the gun, Bruce picked it up frightened and ended up killing the man. ]