CHAPTER 05 | RATED18+

Last night was so exhausting, but it was fun, and couldn't deny that. He was still good at it even though matagal na kaming hindi nagkita, but still, he knocked me out into a good sleep. I felt relieved and I feel like I have been sleeping for years, pero there's something in between my thighs that hurts so much and feels like I can't walk properly today.

It was just a thought, I tried to get up and gladly I can still walk. But, it still hurts inside. When I woke up I didn't feel him beside me, so, I went out of my room and there I saw him preparing food. I smiled at the thought remembering how we used to be.

"If we do this again, I hope it wouldn't hurt as hell like before."

I remember my words last night. I've been torn if I act nicely towards him from now on, or I just act like I have no manners just the way I've changed for years. Pero nakaka-guilty naman if acted like that, I've grown women now. I'll be turning 30 soon, and I start imagining things if I'd pass as a mother of 6 kids.

I always dreamt of becoming a mother when I was all alone, motherhood and kids weren't my things when I was younger because of the thought that I'll be like my mom, she'll drag her kids into her world.

Mom told me that made me realize that you can still be a good mother and do anything you want with your kids to make them happy even though they're your world as well. Then, I reminisced about my memories with my siblings with our moments with Mom.

That's when I realized I wanted to build a family. 

It's funny sometimes when you think it's really impossible for me to have a big family.

"Why are you looking at me like that, Chloe?" His brows furrowed when he spoke that made me shrug.

Fuck, was I looking at him while was imagining things? This is so embarrassing of me as a woman who doesn't seem like a soft person base on my people's assumptions.

"Nah, I was just thinking of raising a kid alone." napatawa ako sa sinabi ko pumunta sa counterytable at kumuha ng isang toasted bread na may egg at mayonaise.

"W-what did you... say?" He sounded stunned like he couldn't believe that I'd just said that. "I said I wanted to raise a kid alone, why are you acting like I wanted you to be the sperm donor?" 

"Really?" that was cold. He must be hurt and got offended. I'm stating what is true base on my thoughts though, but, if he wanted the same thing as I am, I can do that.

"What if we had a kid back then, will you still raise him alone even though I was there?" After a moment of silence, he finally spoke again.

I was out of words about what he said and it took me seconds of moments before I could even respond.

"Aalis ka pa rin naman even if I told you that we do have a kid, river 8 was more important to you than us." Nakakatawang isipin ang usapang ito. It sounded like we hit a nerve on each other. My heart feels so heavy now and I can feel it pounding so hard.

"The meeting will continue later, after we eat breakfast you should get ready." He told me as he turned off the stove and sat in front of me on the side of the counter table.

"Are you still working as a doctor is it?" I asked out immediately out of curiosity. "I resigned 6 years ago," 

"What?" Why would he resign from something he had worked his ass off? "I was busy taking care of the person I love the most,"

"You're a motherfucker, Kaleb! You fucked me last night so hard and now you're telling me you were busy taking care of someone you love the most? Gosh, you're making me unholy!" Napasinghal ako na may kaunting kirot sa puso ko sa sinabi niya.

I couldn't keep my quiet and cold side. He's making me a cheater in here. If he had someone already why would he hit on me once again? "Hey just... rela—" I cut him off. "How could you say that, asshole?! You just made me a fucking cheater! Get out of my fucking place, now! Leave!"

"I can explain, Saive... just please let me share my side." He breathed hard as he looked at me deeply.

"Santy is just 6 years old, Saivey. Why are you so mad? He is just a kid," there was a smile on his now and he sounded so happy when he said that, but still there's a tease behind it.

I knew it! He played me! He drove my mind to think of him being with someone else. "Is he your brother? I didn't know you had a 6-year-old sib'," he didn't say anything and I didn't bother to ask more about it.

NARITO AKO NGAYON sa studio dahil tinawagan ako ni Elyse na ngayon na raw ang recording sa aming paparating na album, on the other hand, my last full album with them as a band. 

Everyone was so serious, busy with their own jobs. Habang ako naman ay abala sa pag-arrange ng mga kantang ginawa na 'min from previous years and now, the band and I loved retrieving old-good songs. 

We finished earlier as usual, after that we ate lunch together since we have much time pa, the meeting was moved later 4 P.M kaya may time pa akong makipag-chika with my bandmates. We talked a lot today and shared some teas about celebrities who got involved sa mga scandals, and of course, we planned our performance tomorrow night.

WHEN I ARRIVED at the meeting place, I was so pissed when Ethan moved the meeting place sa tabing dagat, only with our cars at dapat yung black pa talaga para maganda raw sa panigin niya. so, I ended up going back to my house to get the fucking car. 

He also required us to get dressed in all black and I had no choice but to get changed as well. I wore a maong shorts and a black knitted black top, knee-high leather boots, and lastly, I wore a long black leather coat baka may magagalit na naman kung walang cover-up.

"Go to hell," sabi ko kay Ethan ng makalabas ako sa sasakyan ng salubongin niya ako. Everyone was leaning on their cars, and my family members seem so prepared. Felix got himself an RV, while Giselle and Luke bought their pickups and set up their tent on the back of their card. The two were chilling on their portable chair.

So, this is what they're doing why did the meeting got moved?

I went back to my car and got my packs of cigars. Ito lang talaga ang dala ko aside sa tubig na nasa backseat ng car. I took out one piece and fired them as I placed it in between my lips.

 Shamelessly exhaling it in front of Ethan because this made me so upset! I suppose to be seating on my comfortable chair, pero here I am naka-sandal lang sa sasakyan. Aanhin ang mercedes kung hindi ka naman pwedeng paupuin sa loob ng sasakyan.

"Are you on drugs? Are you high? Sana di ko nalang pinakbusan ulit yung ibang headquarters kung dito lang naman pala tayo mag m-meeting!"

"Maybe?" He laughed like a bastard as he is at that. Then he continued, "Sometimes, we all need a break from that room. Everyone is stressed out whenever I set a meeting, so, one time I have decided to bring everyone here in my land."

"You could have told me the reason why it was moved, because, honesty you just stressed me out by making me dressed in all black tapos dapat naka-color coding din yung car." Inis na sabi ko sa kanya at humithit ulit sa sigarilyo, nakit ako sa Kaleb Rio na nakikipag-usap sa mga barkada niya na katabi lang ng RV ng presidente.

"He's looking at you girly," he teased. "I know, hindi ako bulag,"

"Nadiligan ka lang, ang taray mo na naman ulit." Inis ko siyang tinignan at hindi na nagdalawang isip pang hindi siya suntukin sa mukha. Hindi siya nakailag o bumato ng pabalik kahit na nasuntok siya na ikinatumba niya sa sahig.

Susuntok pa ulit ako ng bigla ako tutukan ng tabak ng mga gwardiya niya sa aking leeg. Kaleb stood up and was about to go to the scence, but he was stopped by his friends, Ethan immeidately told his body guards to put down their weapons.

"Damn it!" 

"You started it!"

"I know, but you hit me first!"

"Whatever makes you sleep at night," naglakad ako palapit sa RV ng pinsan kong si Felix at hinayaan ang putangina kasama ang mga royal body guards niya na walang kwenta kundi tutukan ng armas ang mga kaibigan niya kapag nagkagtuwaan kami.

"He's a royal, so, next time you hit him during missions so you won't get killed by his fucking guards." I was startled by the man who was leaning behind the RV when he suddenly spoke, finding out that it was Kaleb.

"Yeah, I'll take that as a piece of advice, not as an insult. Bye, I need to rest inside. You knocked me out last night, remember?" I playfully said as I bit my lower lip while looking at him.

"Want me to devour you there?"

"Go fuck yourself, Kaleb Rio," I said and leaving him behind.

After all, the meeting will start at 6, Ethan allowed us to rest and have fun in his place. I drown myself in the soft mattress and doze off to sleep. Nagising ako ng may tumunog ng phone call, and when I roamed my eyes— nakita ko na naman si Rio na naka sandal sa may pintuan na may kausap.

"Fine, I'll let you use my things... just don't get too far, okay? Kio will not be serving you a ramen, are we clear?" He sounded so gentle when he said that, may kasamang ngiti pa 'nga. "I love you too," sheesh.

"Dinner is ready outside, come on." Tumango lang ako at sinundan siya habang inaayos ang aking buhok.

When we get out of the RV, may naka-set up ng table and chairs na, the food was already served. Some members were already there while waiting for the others.

Rio helped me seated on the chair like a gentleman, my siblings side-eyed me when they saw that with a teasing smile on their faces. Katabi ko si Clint at nasa harapan ko naman si Chase, with their partners as well.

Group date ba ito? Bakit kumpleto kaming lahat sa iisang camping table? Kapag nasa luxury meeting kulang-kulang ag mga myembro, pero sa ganitong paraan? Well, it's a good thing.

The royal chefs served the barbeque sticks on our plates, the next food they served is the smores, grilled vegetables, steak, and lastly our drinks. We began eating all together, and in the middle of enjoying the food, the President opened the meeting.

"Why is everyone so silent?" everyone looked at each other and then they narrowed their gaze on him.

"What? We're enjoying the food, veggies are actually good as I imagined." Jasper said when he appeared out of nowhere. "Bitch, why are you here?" Zorel asked Jasper, and he just winked.

"Can't you just let us enjoy our food? Fuck, the government and Abuelo." Giselle lazily said while enjoying the veggies.

Napabuntong hininga na lang si Felix at hindi na magawang makapag salita pa dahil busy ang lahat sa masarap na pagkain.

"Akala ko ba ayaw niyo sa veggies? bakit naging vegetarian na ang lahat na ayaw sa gulay dati?" sabi 'nung royal.

"People change asshole," Elouise's mouth can't be purified. She's always mean towards the Duke of Sussex, and she's not even scared to say that when his bodyguards are here.

"Ah... everyone listens up," my sister stopped eating and took the table napkin to wipe her stain. Lahat napatingin sa kanyang gawi at handang makinig sa kanyang sasabihin.

"I'll speak as the Vice President of this country, not as the Vice President of this organization. I want you all to be prepared for something we don't to happen, expect a higher risk of deaths, loss, and bankruptcy. I couldn't take care of everything by myself, I need all your help by not cooperating this coming election." Everyone gasped at what she just said.

Everyone is aware that Charlotte Sage Villegas is not the type of person who is most likely to say 'unpuzzled things', she's always direct to the point. She knows the capability of this organization that once we engaged fully with the government she is in, we'll go down to the point that we are not expecting anything.

"The people in the Government don't know the real me, and even the people who supported me. The only thing they know about me is that I'm a good politician. I'm scared that someone will dig into me, but it's way too impossible to put a speck of dirt on me," she sighed deeply and Lorenzo wasn't even looking at her and saying something.

"We need to fire back to the government of the Philippines, they're the ones who bombed us last week. Which made us believe that it was some sort of organization that runs like us, and that organization is already planning on pinning us down because of the fucking government." she was so mad when she was talking, I can feel it.

"As the chief commander, I'll speak on behalf of my sister." I cleared my throat before I could let go of my words. "We'll make them realize that we are the ones who paved the way for the country, they are just the doer. "

"My sisters are right. In fact, we need to plan our fire back to them, I'll take care of the unknown organization who runs like us." as always, Clint Steven Villegas is always there to support his beloved sisters.

And that's what Felix Dwight Yapchengco did, he planned out everything right away and informed the other districts— especially the most skilled assassin. I know there are lots of assassins who are much better than me that could knock down every enemy.

THE NEXT THING happened is we found ourselves making out "FUCK!" hinihingal kong bulong ko sa kanya ng itulak niya ako sa pader ng hallway ng bahay niya, as soon as we got in here kaagad niya akong binuhat at hinalikan.

I hold onto his neck to support my body, his finger ran from my neck down to my chest as he continued kissing me. He slid his fingers on the side of my chest as he slowly invaded my mounds with his bare hands.

He was about to push it down but I stopped him. "Let's do it inside, we should be respectful to your maids." he smiled.

"No one is here, Saivey. Why can't fuck you in the hallway?" I bit my lower lip as I looked down slowly to avoid his sensual stare. "Stop biting your lips," I couldn't help it and bit it even harder until he stuck his mouth on mine; he slowly removed my coat and took off my shorts and top except for the undergarments.

I was left with my dark blue panties and bra, he slipped his fingers again on mine while kissing my lips to my neck and down to my chest. His fingers traveled down to my soaking-wet panties. I moaned in between our kisses when half of his fingers are already inside me.

I was catching my breath when he stopped for a second, he stared at me for a while and smirked as slowly kneeled down on me. He held my hips as he slowly push down my panties, he spread his palms on my pearl before he touched his lips there. I got a hold of his hair and lick slowly and then faster. I bit my lower lip so hard that I could stop myself from moaning so loud in the hallway. But, I still moaned louder even if I do so.

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