From: BTC 1299

To: X-relief. 
Via:[email protected]

Time of delivery: 11:59am

Hey Lavender,

I find the name in the 'from' column a bit funny, I hope you don't think I am bitcoin 😌😌. I guess the anonymous thingy you programmed has quite a lot of humor or my ten names are just too long, don't stress it, I used only four of the names, I was expecting something as cool as TeX or Bix definitely not a bitcoin abbreviation 😂😂.

I wanted to tell you that my best friend left a month ago and I can barely forget it. She's just the only person who understands and doesn't judge me apart from my cat. I was adopted three times, I barely know my biological parents (though I am not looking for them). It seems that everyone I have come to love and appreciate finds a way to leave me or disassociate themselves from me.

I have been through many adoptions and returns to prove it, I really loved those families but I guess I wasn't  what they wanted after 12-20 months. I am grateful for the ones I have now, and I hope they don't get tired of me. I also hate the adoption process and the orphanage and I don't want to go back there.

Though if this family decides to return me, I won't be going there because I turned eighteen a week ago. I know my birthday because my mother dropped me at the orphanage at eight, she instructed me to knock and not look back, but I did anyways and she was smiling at me. I like to believe it was a sad smile and that my mother wasn't happy to finally place another one of her burden somewhere else. I still remember my dad, and even though they weren't married and he wasn't the best husband,  he tried to make us happy whenever he wasn't dead tired from doing odd jobs.

I like this family, they have a little daughter about two and she practically adores me. They like me, and I know it, am just afraid that one day Lauren might just decided that she never really wanted two girls in her lifetime and she is very much okay with her only child. I am afraid that John would agree with her and eventually everybody will hate me. I am scared, and that's why I don't want this moment to end.

Like I mentioned earlier, today is one month after my best friend's suicide and I have three things on my mind;

Why my tears are blurring my view and making me correct spellings? . Why did she do it, I thought we were okay and she was happy? . We did so many things together and I haven't been useful as a human since that day, so what reasons do I have to not follow suit.

                      Yours agonizingly correcting my spelling, BTC 😂😂

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From: JB 1300

To: X-relief. 
Via:[email protected]

Time of delivery: 11:57am

I have read so many letters and I feel like mine isn't even important or necessary, but here it is anyways.

My two dogs gave birth and I am a proud keeper of ten adorable overtly cute puppies, they are so soft and naive and fragile and and have cute paws and gosh...... I think I am in love.

Most of them are brown, some have white streaks,  just two blacks and one pure white I am super excited and think I might caught puppycuteness disease.
😁😁😁😁 I just formed that. I am also nervous and I don't want anything to happen to them so I got two vet, from the same organization, though. My mum can barely curtail her own excitement and my older sister, though excited, thinks I am freaking out, I don't know what to believe, my older sister is too cautious and I caught her trying to take pictures with ten of them at once... she failed horribly 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁.  My younger sister and brother don't wanna do anything about the puppies, they think they are so small and can melt like butter, I had a good laugh over that 😂😂😂😂.  Generally, I am very much happy and my entire family is smiling and laughing at their arrival. My dad even took a picture with the ones that have white streaks.

And my older sister successful took a picture with three of them, with my mum's help 😁😁😁.

I am happy that I am happy 😊😊😊
I don't even know if you are a dog person. 😃

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