Warm , wholesome, sweet, fucking addicting.

I didn't want to stop. But god knows if some caught us.

If he caught us.  

* He meaning Alexander*

I pulled away from his lips and looked up in his eyes.

He was longing for me to come back, Even I could say the same. But this was wrong. I could never do this again.

" i-"

" it's fine" he broke in.

He turned around and took up my folders giving them  to me with a smile " if you don't tell I wont" was his last words before he walked away.

I could still feel his lips on mine, his touch on my waste. The way he pulled me gently and helled me like I was falling.

I couldn't stop it. My lips cruled up in a smile.

I touched it. I touched my lips with my fingers.  It felt soft. Almost as soft as his.

I walked out the document center with my foulders. I actually managed to get it done in time for lunch too.

I knocked on his door this time I wanted to make sure that I wasn't intruding on anything again.

" come" Justin answered alone.

I assumed he was alone also

But how I was wrong. I opened the door with the color coded folders in my hand. And there they were. Alexander and Massimo both standing in the same room .

"Ahh you're done. Finally" Justin exhaled like he was waiting for me to bring them to him .

He wasn't siting in his chair. Alexander was.

He was sitting like the mafia men in those Italian movies.

The one that always had the cigarette in their mouth looking though and mighty.

" yes" I repiled standing still at the door.

" well what are you waiting for ?;" he raised an eye brow at me

" oh right. Sorry" I smiled walking off towards the table where Alexander was sitting.

I placed the files on the table and was about to walk off when he grabbed my hand.

I looked over to him, his eyes looked frightening but hot at the same time.

I gasped

" sit" he commanded.

I looked around but there was nothing there to sit on. Except

" where?" I asked in a low tone

" here" he pointed to the floor

I wanted to pull my hand out of his grip and tell him to fuck off.

But what good would that give me?

I hesitated at fist . I really didn't want to sit on the floor.

I stood up for a while looking at nothing and No one until I felt a thug in my hand and I was on the floor right beside his leg like a pet.

" leave us" I heard him say.

I couldn't see the faces of Justin and Massimo anymore. I could only see their shoes from underneath the table .

Massimo's shoes was the first to leave the room.

Justin was still standing there . I assume he was looking at Alex.

" what are you going to do to her?" I heard him ask. His voice came out cracked. 

" why would you care?" alex replied . " partire" he continued in his Italian language

*Leave*

His shoes hesitated to move until he walked off. The door slammed behind him and I jumped in response.

My heart started escalating and my hand started to get sweaty.

His hand creased my head. It was almost comforting.

It would of been if I wasn't so nervous about him being near me.

" I tried" he muttered " but I just couldn't get you off my mind"

He moved his hand to my chin and tilted my head up with one of his fingers to look at him

" god, if you know what you do to me"  he continued

His voice came out regretful.

" i"

" shhhhh" he broke in moving his hand to my mouth pressing my lips together. He leaned closer to my face looking into my eyes.

" dont talk"he whispered to me before getting up from his chair. I watched his foot walking over to the door and next thing I heard was the lock.

He walked back over to me and  reached down with his hand.

I took it and he pulled me up off the floor. I looked up at him.

His jaw line was the same. Sharp and attractive.

I was leaning against the table and he was inches away from me. His hand rested on my shoulder running it over my body

" I fucked up with you" he smiled. " you adored me and I fucked you over didn't I?"

I didn't know if I should answer him so I kept my mouth shut.

His hand made it down to my skirt and he pushed his hand underneath it.

I gasped when it came over my panties. His lips came even closer to mine. His forehead pressed against mine.

My breathing became rapid.

" response is still the same" he smiled at me before moving away.

" You can go now"

I was confused and looked at him " what?" I asked

" leave" he repiled

" but i"

" did I stutter" he  broke in tensing his jaw looking me up and down.

"No" I replied in a low voice looking down at my feet

" that's what I thought. Now leave"

Fixing my skirt I opened the lock on the door and left the room.

I saw Massimo staning outside the door but I avoided looking into his face.

Instead I walked faster past him to my office where I took my bag and came back out heading stright for the elevator.

Since it was lunch I didn't want to bother staying in that place.

I took out my phone and dialed Mona twice but she didn't pick up. I diald her number the third time when she finally answered

" what" her
voice came out strong
and cold.

" can we talk please?" I sighed " I'm at over favorite fast food spot and I wanted  to have lunch with you. I'll pay "

" I don't know Elizabeth,   can u?"

I just know she's still mad because she used my full name instead of lizzy

" come on mona. I really want to get right with you" I beged her.

She went silent for a while then she finally replied " fine. I'll be there"

" thank you "

I ordered us both some nachos and chips while I waited for Mona. I had two hours for lunch so I wanted to make the best of trying to get Mona to be my bestie again.

" you're here" I smiled when I saw her walk through the shop. My smile then faded when I saw Hasley with her " and you brought her" I mumbled

" yeah" she replied sitting down on the opposite side of the table making Hasley sit beside me.

" I ordered you some food" I smiled pushing the plate over to her

" I'm not hungry" she folded her arms

"Mmm I could eat" Halsey said taking the plate of notches from Mona." So what are you girls doing tonight?" she continued

" look Mona I'm sorry for what happend. I really forgot to tell you all that's been going on" I blurted out completely ignoring Halsey's question

"Sure Liz. U forgot to tell me u got a house. And I'm sure that car out there is yours too" she scoffed"oh wait did u magically forgot to tell me you got a car with your job too?"

" I'm really trying here Mona. Could we just start over please"I sighed

" Okay. Hey I'm Mona nice to meet you" she extended her arms to me sarcastically

" I didn't mean like that" I sighed.

" awkward " I heard Halsey say underneath her breath

"I'm sorry could u not?" I snapped at her. " honestly why are you even here in the first place. U think you can just barge  into people lives and do whatever you want?"

" I'm sorry Elizabeth " she fired back " last I checked you where the one who barged into my life remember"

I immediately got quite. She had a point

" what?" Mona looked at Halsey concerned . " what's going on here?.. do you too know each other?"

"Oh she didn't tell you?" Halsey  responed to Mona acting like she was shocked, but really she was just trying to cause  more drama. " considering that she's your bestie the least she could do is tell you that she slept with my husband five years ago"

" what?" Mona yelled looking over to me. " lizzy is this true?"

I swallowed. I really wanted to lie. I really did. But what was the point

" yes. But he ki-"

" oh my fucking god Liz. How could you?" she broke in getting up from here chair. " Is that where you were when u went missing for months? Were you with her husband? "

" yes but-"

" This fucking lunch is over.. don't call me ever" she broke in once more. 

" Mona. Please" I got up to go after her.

" Don't touch me you creep" she pulled her hand away from me. "We are not friends anymore"

Her words hurt my feelings. It broke my heart to see my bestfriend leaving my side.

" Mona could you please just listen to me" I begged her but she refused. She left the restaurant with Halsey behind her.

Every one was looking at me. They probably thought I was a home wrecker too.

I held my head down and grabbed my purse placing the cost of the food on the table plus a tip for the waiter  and left.

Justin's pov

" why did you leave " I looked down at him.  He was sitting in my chair as he always does.

" I felt like I was bothering you " he repiled not looking at me.

I really wanted to make it work but it seems as if he was giving me the cold shoulder.

" look at me please " I begged him

His eyes finally met mine. It had no emotion in them.

I really thought I did something wrong. He never looks at me like that.

" what's wrong?" I smiled reaching to touch his face when he moved away " did I do something wrong? Is this about last night?"

" no." He repiled back to me almost sounding annoyed " can we not talk about this"

" why not" I moved into him. " do you not want me anymore. Is that it"

" no"

My heart dropped when he said it. Why didn't I see it coming.

" I mean yes but this is not what this is about Justin " he tired to take back his words, But I knew he meant it when he said no

" it's her isn't it? Elizabeth? She's finally back and you're leaving me to go after her"

When he didn't respond I scoffed " fuck you alex" I pushed him ' fuck for making me think you were good "

" you're being delusional" he rolled his eyes wanting to get up but I didn't let him.

Instead I moved infront of him still sitting on the desk looking at him.

" I wasn't gay. I was never gay alex. But I was for you because u made me feel something that you knew wasn't going to last"  my eyes started to fill with tears

" Tell me it's her and I'll leave you alone" I continued

I really hope he said it wasn't her

" it's not" he lied. I knew he did because he looked away from me.

" liar. " I snapped at him. " you're a fucking asshole" I shoved him back in his chair 

" can we not with the name callings " he said calmly.  He didn't even mind that I was hitting him, he was taking all of it without fighting back.

" why? Isn't it what you are" I got up from my desk looking down at him.

He looked up and me with a raised eye brow. I was angry. I wanted to make him feel my pain. " you're a coward little pussy" I snapped

" excuse me" he sat up in his chair " what did you just call me?"

I smiled. I didn't care what he was going to do. The truth hurts sometimes.

" you heard me. I said you were a pus-"

Before I could finish I was pushed against the glass windows with his hand around my throat.  His eyes like the devil staring into my soul.

" did you forget who I am?" he gritted out " cause I would like to fucking remind u"

" remind me then" I smiled " take me back to that night at the club. When we met"

***********

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