After Massimo left Alex and I was left alone in my office.

I still had  my doubts about him, yet I was just having sex with him moments ago.

I'm such a whore for playing two different roles with the brothers of death.

Who am I even?

Who is he?

He looks at me like he want something to do with me , but treats me like trash whenever he feels like it. 

Am I worse for liking it? For making him treat me this way for the second time ?

For allowing him to use me for the second time?

What's worse is that he's still married to that girl, I'm some sort of hook up to him.

Some play thing.

I want to say mistress but the way he looks down at me makes me think I'm not even worthy to call someone like myself a mistress to him.

The man who has everything he's ever wanted and gotten anything he ever asked for.

The man that makes a room go silent in a split second just my clearing his throat.

And what makes it worse id that his wife gets the same respect he gets from everyone else.

They look at her as the dons wife.

She's untouchable, while I'm just some hook up.

Alexander was looking down at his phone but somehow he manages to know that I was in my thoughts

" Care to share what you're thinking about?" he says not looking up from his phone in the slightest bit

I shook my head no but somehow he knew that I shook my head without looking up from his phone

" I can't hear head gesture miss Clark" he continued typing away on his keyboard.

He calls me a whore when he's fucking me but wants to use my last name like he's some professional boss

Makes me sick to my stomach.

Of course I wouldn't tell him that tho .

As far as it goes. He thinks I'll let him do whatever he wants with me. 

Which I would but that's only because I like to be used by him.

" No" I repiled lowly

He wouldn't give me an answer anyways

His eyes finally averted from his phone which he placed on my desk.

He leaned back in his chair adjusting his sexy man spread

His eyes then averted to mine and I looked away from him quickly.

It was awkward looking at him knowing that he kills people.

But mainly because I wanted him to say...

" Look at me"

It was a simple instruction but his voice , and the way he says it makes my body shiver in pleasure.

And as he wanted me to. I looked at him, eyes wide open filled with doubts looking directly in his non emotional ones

" You know I hate when you keep secrets from me right?"

His head tilt looked intimidating but his voice was calm as ever

I nod yes

" Words baby girl" he sighed and I could see his jaw clench

" Yes" I correct my response

" And you know that I will find out eventually right?"

"Yes"

I could tell that he was trying to read my face by the way his eyes were constantly moving in search of deception in my light response

" And you do know that there are consequences for your actions right?"

This time his words came out slow. As if he was warning me. Like he was telling me something.

" Y-yes"

His eye brow raised when he saw me stutter on a three letter word. It caused him to sit up in his chair with both hands on the hand rest

" Do you have something to tell me ?"

This was manipulation. I didn't know what kind but it was some sort.

He wanted me to feel scared and tell him what's been going on. 

Even with all that I was kind of happy that he was trying everything to get me to spill the beans.

This means that he is infact clueless about Massimo and I

" No"

Same as before. Give  him answers that won't cause him to think about anything.

" Why don't you drink some water"

" I'm no-"

" Drink the fucking water " he broke into what I was about to say with an over-powering tone

Quickly I took up the water bottle from my desk opening it up to drink it

After taking long gulps I was afraid to stop drinking. I'm going to drink it all off  even if it fulls me to the brim

" Why were you at a hotel last night?" he question came as a surprise

I choked on the water. I went full on coughing with water spilling all over my clothes.

Was this the reason why he wanted me to drink the water?

To see my reaction when he asked me the question?

" How did y-"

" That's not the answer I want to hear Elizabeth" he cuts me off again

I whipped the spilled water with the back of my hand from my mouth and placed the bottle on my desk. 

" I went to see my friend Mona"

Horrible lie I know, but it was the best I had.

I knew if I took to long he wouldn't believe me, and based on his look now he still doesn't believe me

" Let's start over" he sighed leaning back in his chair

"You know I hate when you keep secrets from me right?"

He asked the same question from earlier.

" Yes" I replied

" And you know that I will find out eventually right?"

"Yes"

" And you do know that there are consequences for your actions right? "

And as the same as before this statement came out slow and steady. Like he was telling me it was pointless to lie when he already knew.

" Yes"

" Now let me ask you this again. What were you doing at a hotel last night?"

He already knew. The jig was up and I knew it. It hasn't even been a whole day since Massimo and I started yet he already knows what's going on.

He's going to kill me and bury me with the other people he killed

" I'm sorry" my eyes filled with tears .

It was best if I apologized before dieing

His head tilted and he got up from his chair slowly walking around my desk

He spun my chair around to face him. He was hovering over me and my head was Heald down with tears running out of my eyes

" Sorry for what?"

" For sl-"

" Look at me when you're talking " he cut me off  for the third time in the last ten minutes

I couldn't bare  to look him in the eyes to tell  him that I slept with his brother

" I-i can't I'm s-orry?"

My eyes was running like a river and I was sobbing like crazy. The last time I cried like that was when he told me that he only used me. That he didn't love me.

" Why?" He asked calmly but didn't answer

" Why?" He asked again his voice getting louder

" I don't know" I finally answered. " I just wanted to know what it was like "

He chuckled.

My head was still held down in shame but he grabbed my jaw with his hand and forced my head up to look at him

" Do you hear how much of a whore you sound like right now? " he scoffed

His eyes were dark as ever. I knew I made him angry and I accepted my fate that I was going to die today

" I'm sorry " 

" You sound so pathetic. I honestly cannot look at you the same anymore" he laughed " if you wanted two cocks you could have at least told me and I'd call Massimo to tag along with me "

Massimo?

My face looked at him in confusion. Why would he say Massimo when he already knew that we were at that hotel room

" But that fucking scum" he laughed " you stooped so fucking low that I might reconsider the love I have for you"

Love?

For me?

" Al-"

" Don't. Speak" he gritted though his teeth with his hand gripping my jaw tighter

" Haven't I told you to stay away from him?" He raised an eye brow at me " even at that restaurant when his hand was almost up your dress I told you to back the fuck off him and yet you're magically at a hotel he was at "

Wait.. is he talking about demetri

Demitri was at that hotel last night?

I felt a whole ton load fall off my back. This was the first time I was happy to hear his name.

I though Alex knew about Massimo and I for sure. But it was Demitri.

God I was so relieved I wanted to kiss him right now. 

" Are smiling?" Alex scoffed  snapping me back into reality

Shit I showed my expression on the outside too

" N-no" I stuttered out quickly

" Seeing that you're not sorry for what you did I'll make you're delt with accordingly " he clenched letting go of my face

Moving my jaw side to side to ease the pain I was feeling Alex started to walk out of my office

" I'll send my diver to pick you up at  8 wear a dress and nothing else underneath " he calmly instructed leaving

Him leaving my office made the breathing space alot more bigger.

I didn't care what he had in store for me. I'll like it as long as he was the one doing it .

What I was more happy about is that Massimo and I are off the hook for now. 

Even tho it was still puzzling why Demitri was at the hotel. His presence there saved my entire life