3 years earlier

I was in a bar drinking my life away.

My girlfriend just broke up with me and married  some guy the same week.

I felt like a looser. A total disease to my family.

I was the first person to go to collage in my family and still I live in my parents basement. 

How fucking pathetic. 

I sobbed even more thinking about my shit house of a life.

I drank and drank. I just wanted to feel something for once in my life .

My favorite song came on.  The least I could do was dance.

I dragged myself to the dace floor like a zombie with one leg.

The place was crowded. This club was one of the biggest in town.

*watch it* a girl scoffed at me.

Ofcourse she would be a bitch about me bumping into her. I'm drunk after all.

" my apologies" I replied.

If only she knew how much I wanted to bitch slap her.

I kept moving and finally decided to stop somewhere and dance.

I danced my body off.

I felt alive.

The rush that came over me felt amazing.

The bass of the music synced with the beat of my heart.

My body moved through the crowd.

My eyes were shut as I went with what my body told me to do.

I tripped and fell, but not on the floor, but, Rather into someone arms.

I tried to pick myself up from this random strangers arms but they held me closer.

I looked at them.

"A man"  I yelled in my head.

He was so hot. I've never felt this way before. 

Was I that drunk?

" you okay?" he asked.

How could his voice be louder than the club itself.

I could hear him perfectly.  He didn't even have to yell.

"Ye-yes" I stuttered.

We kept eye contact for a while.
I kissed him. I didn't know if he was gay. But all I knew was that. He didn't pull away. He infect. Pulled me more into his arms.

The next day...

The sun light felt hot on my skin. I could hear the birds and the sound of cars passing by.

I slowly opened my eyes. A sharp pain hit me in my bum. It felt horrible.

" what the fuck" I ground with my sleepy voice .

Twisting and turning I felt my body collide with someone else's.

I froze. I suddenly came to realize that I wasn't in my parents basement but rather a strangers bedroom.

I slowly turned around to see a man. My eyes widen.

" oh my fucking god" I quietly yelled.

I slowly got out of the bed.

My ass was Bruning like hell.

I hope it wasn't what I was thinking .

I looked around for my clothes and opened the door to leave when a hand grabbed me

" where do u think ur going?" A deep voice muffled

I turned around to face him. I was stunned. This man was like a goddess. And the bulge.. oh God. The bulge in his boxers.

" i-"

" forget it. Just.. uuhh. Let me drive u home " he sighed relsesing my arm.

He started to take his clothes up from the floor getting dressed in them. I kept watching him, his muscles, his face. God is Adam's apple.

" it's fine, u really don't have to" I uttered

He looked over to me and scoffed " It wasn't debatable  "  he said

I swallowed and claneched my jaw. The pain in my ass was hurting like a mother fucker

"Did we.. you know?"

" fucked?" He bluntly answered

Taken back by his choice of words I shyly nod.

He smiled and walked over to me.

" would it make u feel better if I said no?" He questioned.

For a second he genuinely looked concerned.

Like he didn't feel as if I liked what he did.

" yes" I replied

" well then. Lets just say that u didn't call me daddy and tell me to ruin u" he smiled reaching behind me for the door handle

" after you" he smiled as the door opened behind me.

Dumbfounded I walked out of the room.

We made it to my mother's house.

I opened my seat belt and fixed my shirt.

" thanks" I said awkwardly opening the car door.

" wait" I heard him say as I turned around

He pulled out a phone form the cup holder

" u forgot your phone " he smiled.

Reaching in the car for it he pulled it back and I fell in his lap, my ass sticking out the car but my face on his member.

I felt embraced. My neighbors were probably looking at me right now.

Thinking I'm a damn whore. 

I quickly pulled myself up and looked back down in the car. I could see the smirk on his face after what just happened.

" my bad" he smiled stretching back the phone to me.

" how am I sure u won't pull it away again?" I questioned

" u have my word"

I sighed and reached for my phone which I successfully got from his hand.

I guess he was a man of his word.

I closed his door about to walk off when I heard the window pull down

" I'll see u at 8" he said

" what? No" I scoffed " this was a mistake "

" It wasn't debatable " he said in manipulating voice driving off.

" fuck u too" I mumbled to myself watching his car speed down the road.

                     Present day

I was hitting myself when I got home. I thought this guy was just messing with me.

I dialed Monas number Walking around the house.

" babes" I hardly made out.

Her voice was low but her background was noisy

" where are u?" I asked rasing my eye brow

" I'm taking Halsey shopping for new clothes" she replied. 

*fucking hasley* I mumbled in my head. She just magically appeared and boom. She got Mona shopping for her. How fucking beautiful

" oh" I replied loosing my interest into telling her my business. 

She seems to be very much unbothered by me anyways

" is there something u wanted to tell me?"

" ah no worries. I was uhh- just wondering if u were down for dinner tomorrow.  My treat"

She laughed " your treat" she repeated back to me." Okay. If you say so". She paused for a second. I could hear Halsey's voice even tho her background was so noisy " uhh lizzy I have to go.. I'll talk to you after we're done"

"But-" before I could tell her she hung up.

Fucking great.. a mafia mans wife stole my best friend.

2 hours later

" Okay your all set. Just sign here" the man from the moving company uttered handing me a clip board with a paper on it.

I never thought I could own an apartment like this.

It felt like I accomplished something in life even tho I got it for free.

I took the clip board from the man and signed it.

" congrats on your new home. Looks beautiful " he smiled walking out.

Even tho he couldn't see my nod. I really did thank him for congratulating me .

My door was still open but I zoned out just thinking about my new home. It had everything I wanted .

" ding dong" a familiar voice sounded as I shook out of my zone

It was Josh. He was  late. but it's still him.

" we should of gone shopping an hour ago" I folded my arms

"I know but I was busy picking out a dress for you to wear. Plus Justin made me order a white tux which was hard to not get dirty"

I scoffed " I could of picked my own dress out"

" yeah. Don't do that" he replied " u might have alot of respect from Justin but if u want me to respect u then u have to respect me"

I felt like shit when I heard what he said. He was right.  He helped me with my interview and I'm acting like I'm bigger than him.

" sorry" I said softly .

" The person who will be eating with u beside Justin has a very particular taste in what is worn,  eaten and talked around him" he said completely ignoring my apology.

" sounds like a control freak"

" yeah he is. But he's also a nice person. I met him once last year. And he was nice"

He handed me a long white box with a red bow on it.

" This is ur dress. If u need help with the laces around the back I'm right next door"

"Wait u live here "

" yeah. Since today tho. It was a order from Justin.  Must want me to keep an eye on u" he said in a creepy way

He then left my apartment closing the door behind him. I let out a breath of fresh air. With all that went down today I felt like I was suffocating.