Hi! So ... I am back, finally with an update. Actually I  thought of updating tomorrow. But I  missed you people a lot. So I decided to update today itself. So ready?

My life could not get any better! The best part was that, Radha didi helped me with my studies. She was an excellent teacher. Anything she explained, went right into my brain and made a permanent place there. This gave us the opportunity to spend more time together and understand each other better, paving way to a strong bondage of friendship between us. I started liking her even more. She was the best sister one could ever have! {I should thank god for giving me such a caring elder sister.}

One day, I had finished my assignments early. So I decided to get to know her more.

Me: Radha didi ...

She: Yes, Dhara.

I loved the way she called me Dhara. There were only 2 people who called me Dhara ... Krishna and Radha. And I really enjoy it. I felt like they are the only ones who know my real identity. They were also the only ones who truly loved me, because they loved me for what I am. Unlike others who like me as Radha. The incidents of past flashed before my eyes and I regretted my rude behaviour with them. {How can I be such a devil?}

Me: I am ... sorry ... for behaving rudely to you. I was such a devil ... I ...

Tears rolled down my eyes.

She: Shh ... Dhara! Don't cry ... You are not a devil. Anyone in your position would have behaved the same way. In fact, they would have been worst. You don't understand your value Dhara! You are here to fulfil a purpose. And never blame yourself. I love you.

I rested my head in her lap. After a long, deep silence; I asked her.

Me: Didi ... can I ask you something?

She: No.

Me: Sorry.

She smiled. And it was the most beautiful smile I ever saw. {Wait ... the most beautiful smile I ever saw, belonged to Krishna. But her smile was also the most beautiful one. How is this possible? Their smiles were so alike.}

She: I mean to say, ... no need to ask permission. You can freely ask me.

Me: How much do you love him?

She: I love him. That's all.

Me: I don't get it.

She: It is something I cannot express. I love him more than myself ... "how much more?" ... don't ask. I don't have words to express it.

Me: Does it not hurt to ... umm ... see him with me?

She: No. Why should I feel hurt, when I know that he will never run out of love for me.

I stared at her in silence. She still had that glow and smile. She continued.

She: Can a drop ever control an ocean?

Me: I don't understand.

She: He is an ocean of love. My love is just a drop of it. In fact, he is the source of my love. He has so much love in him, it would still not run out if he distributed it to the whole world. His love is pure and unconditional.

Me: Didi, you are lucky that he loves you.

She: You are lucky too. You just have not realised how much he loves you.

He: What are the sisters chatting?

He stood beside us, staring at the garden.

She: She had doubts about you.

He: Did you clear them?

She: How can I? I don't understand you completely yet.

He: But you are the only one who understands me the most. No one knows me better than you.

There was a strange twinkle in his eyes and they became lost in each other's eyes for what seemed like infinity.

Their words did not make sense to me. But still I loved being with them even when I did not understand the relation between them.

That night, before retiring to sleep; I asked him.

Me: Why are you not spending much time with Radha didi? You are spending all the free time with me.

He: How can I let your husband spend time with her?

Me: But you are her husband too.

He: But she never asked me to spend time with her.

Me: Why?

He: Why don't you ask her?

Me: I will ask her tomorrow.

He: Okay. But before that, answer this. If she says she wants me to spend more time with her, what will you do? Will you give me away to her?

Me: No. I want you. I can't bear to live a second without you.

He: Really?

Me: Yes. I love you. I need you. I want you. You are my everything. But I feel guilty. You belong to her.

He: Don't worry about that. I belong to YOU because you are officially my wife.

Me: But ... you love her!

He: But I love you too!

Me: How is it possible?

He: It is possible. I cannot neglect you for her. I have promised myself that I will take care of you. You are my love too ...

"He is an ocean of love Dhara! He has in him enough love to share to the whole world!"

Radha didi's words rang in my ears. My eyes filled with tears.

He: Why are you crying? I am telling the truth. I really love you and I will not abandon you. I will not leave you at any cost. Trust me!

Me: I trust you. I was not crying. I was just overwhelmed by your love.

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This chapter, I wanted to publish on 17th (Friday). But I don't know why it got delayed. I was not satisfied with it then. Even now, I don't think I could explain it well. But then, who am I to write about the divine love of Radhe-Krishna? I humbly place this chapter at their feet and request their forgiveness for attempting it, in spite of me being puny and unworthy.

Thanks for reading!

Sorry if I made you wait long.