im sorry I'm not perfect

im sorry if I can't be there for you

im sorry if you're sad

im sorry that you hate this book

im sorry if I made you cry

im sorry that I don't understand

I'm sorry that I care too much

im sorry if I overreact

I'm sorry for my small-mindedness

I'm sorry I have a life outside this app

I'm sorry if I seem attention seeking

im sorry for not posting chapters

im sorry if I give up

...

I want to take a small break until this suicide thing blows over. it seems whenever I try to help someone, I end up making it worse.

It feels like im carrying all the emotions of my readers on my shoulders.

I can't do it for much longer.

So I'm going to relax.

...

I'm planning to do research on depression, so I can help more.

I value each and every one of you.

And I love you.

with every inch of my cold, cold, heart.

...

Be well.

Be safe.

don't do anything stupid.

...

Promise?