My nurse didn't allow me to see April but that didn't stop me.

I slowly trudged my way down the hallway dragging a cart with water bags and tubes attached behind me.

I looked through the window of each room until I found a young girl with brown hair.

Must be her! Most people here are old and fat.

I walked in and closed the door behind me, and then sat down beside her.

Wow, she was beautiful even when she was sleeping. I wish it was me in the coma, she doesn't deserve any of this. It's all my fault she is here, I made her get in the car.

"April, I never finished telling you in the car that, I love you, I really do, I just didn't know how to express it when I found out." I said looking at her pale face.

My eyes started to water as I stroked her cheek.

"I never got the chance to tell you how I feel, and now you might die. It's all my fault your in this situation. I would trade places with you in a New York minute if I could. " I looked down then held her cold as ice hands.

"I don't know what I would do without you, your my best friend, your more than my best friend. I can't believe this is happening." I took a deep breath and wiped the tears from my eyes. " If you can hear me, just know that I love you. You mean the world to me, dead or alive. "

I began to walk out and just as I did, I turned around.

"Oh and.....I'm glad it was you who kissed me at the party, I wouldn't have it any other way." I ran down the hall trying not to cry. I practically just poured my heart out to a girl I love and who might die because of me.

When I got to my room I collapsed on the bed and let it all out. I cried, screamed, everything. I was crumbling with out April, and it's only been a day.

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