day 49

dear sage,

i love you so much, my heart is actually completely torn. i hardly make videos anymore, people just think i've finally decided to put my health before the videos, but its not that, because i still don't sleep- i'm up crying over you. i'm so sorry if what i said about you made you leave, i didn't mean it!

you've been my best friend since we were kids! i've known you the longest. i didn't mean what i said about you and simon. i support you two wholeheartedly. please sage, just...just stop being missing. just come home, back to the sidemen house, back to me, back to simon, back to josh, and ethan, and tobi and harry and jj...

speaking of jj, he finally finished writing his part of the song you were working on, it sounds amazing. and i sent a playable version of it to your phone, but you haven't read it, or even received it according to imessage.

where in the world are you?

the fans are getting worried. no video in a month, no tweets, no instagram posts- nothing.

just one phone call to tell us and the police you're safe....please sage.

you're my best friend, i can't live without you...

-vik<3