day 843

dear sage,

i'm still missing you. i miss you so damn much, but honestly i think i've been the most easiest to accept you moving on this way.

sometimes i feel like doing it- just going completely off the radar, but the thing is, youtube, the sidemen, the fans- thats my life, thats what makes me, me.

and you left all that behind.

so i guess what i'm trying to say, is maybe you shouldn't come back- because without those things, you aren't you anymore. or you at least wouldn't be the girl we knew and loved.

i hope you do come to the wedding though. it would be nice to see you for a final time.

thanks for the memories sage,

- tobi xx