Lately, I've been jealous of other people for the stupidest reasons and I can't seem to snap out of it. My chest feels tight and it feels like I can't breathe; so fucking unpleasant. It makes me feel toxic about them and about myself, which is completely unhealthy and I gotta get out of it before I ruin something.

Envy is a monster.

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Although I don't normally like Dove Cameron and Ryan McCartan, I can't help but admit that the music they made together was pretty good. I've been hooked on their Negatives EP, and I think this one's my favorite out of all of them. Just a nice song to repeat when my mind is stuck on someone or something.