Why is it that no friend ever wants to put in the effort of actually being a friend to me?

Why do people only ever reach out to me when they need something from me,

Instead of putting in the effort to talk and hang out?

I feel like I don't have anyone left.

Maybe that's just me wallowing in my self-pity.

But it truly feels like no one in this world gives a shit about me,

And yet everyone else means the world to me.

If that is what they want,

To give nothing,

Then I too,

Will give nothing back.

I'm no longer willing to be a friend to people who don't want to be friends back. 

I hope you miss me.