A little part hopes that you'll read these, but I know you won't.

I am really regretful of how I treated you.

You deserved so much more love.

So much more assurance.

So much more care.

You treasured me, I know.

But I should've done more.

I always told you I should do more.

But you always consoled me and promised that I am doing more than enough.

I am doing my best to wait a week. 

I know you want more than that.

But I just can't be without you.

I hope you change your mind,

But it really feels like you won't. 

I understand and I don't at the same time. 

I understand why you feel this way,

But I also don't understand why you thought that this was the way to handle everything.

I want to do better for you,

But I can't. Not where I'm at now.

Please let me back in.

I promise I'll improve.

I promise I'll do better.

All I can do is hold onto that little piece of hope,

That this break isn't the end.

I really hope you don't leave me...