I think I'm getting ready to say goodbye.

To you,

To us,

To what we had...

Even though I don't want to,

And even though it hurts so much,

I think I finally have to.

All the thoughts in my head,

All the what ifs;

What if I tried harder?

What if I did this instead?

What if I could be better?

All the insecurities;

What if I lose you?

What if you find someone else?

What if you no longer love me..?

I need to empty my mind.

And prepare myself to say goodbye.

Because even though I tried,

Tried harder,

Be better,

Keep you,

Love you...

They haven't worked.

But out of what we had,

I will treasure it all.

The good memories;

The smiles,

The laughs,

The love,

The bad memories;

The tears,

The cries,

The hurt,

And everything that made us, us.

So I guess this is it.

This is where I finally let go of everything,

Because you were my everything.

Thank you for being my best friend.

Thank you for being mine.

Goodbye.

♩ ♫ ♬

I get to see Lauren Aquilina in a week so I'm excited.