I guess these are like emails or texts or calls that I can't ever send you.

Not until you're ready.

I'm so scared you'll never want me back.

That the time away has only reassured your decision to leave me.

That you're okay with discarding the 3 years we had behind.

All I can do is dwell on all the memories we had together.

Regretting taking you for granted.

I wish I assured you more; 

That I loved you;

That I would always be there for you;

That I would do anything it takes for us to work out.

But those words weren't said enough, and those words weren't believed by you when I said them before you left.

I'm so sorry.

I just want you back, please.

I'm sorry.