Dear Grace,
   
      If you are reading this then I truly am gone. I have so much to say to you and I only wish I could tell you in person, but I am too much of a coward to do so. The truth is sometimes life really sucks. Believe me, I know but I also know what I am going to do is going to free me. But freedom always comes at a very high price. Grace, I love you and James so much. I guess that is why it's going to be so hard to let go. I really don't want to cry, so I'll leave you with that. I can't go back Grace. I know how much it's going to hurt you James, but that's the last thing I ever wanted to do.

                               With Love,
                                               Madeleine