*** 4 *** Part 2
Don't leave me, the girl said in Bethany's thoughts. I need you. I want to be your friend, Martha. No one ever called her Martha, not unless she was in trouble, and then the three-name rule applied: Bethany Martha Taylor! It always came with an exclamation, and always the three names strung together. No one called her just Martha. No one, of course, but this girl in the mirror, the girl with the dark hair that was her but wasn't her. The girl that spoke in her head.
Don't leave me, Martha.
"Stop it," she said. "Stop!"
Billy stopped in his tracks, as did a few of the other exiting movie-goers. They cast her and Billy glances of passing but minimal concern, faces that Bethany did not like. No one looked at her like that – like a spoiled misbehaved child.
And they shouldn't, said the girl in the glass. You're better than them, Martha. They're cattle, nothing more than mewling lambs awaiting the slaughter. They're not friends like you and I.
"We're not friends," she shouted! "I don't want to be your friend!" And she didn't. She had when she first looked into the glass. She had wanted to be this girl's friend as much then as she had those years before when she had lied to her father. Yet now that she saw the girl, she did not want to know her, and she definitely did not want to befriend her.
More faces turned to take in the scene, and Billy grew deeply concerned. He leaned down and looked his sister in the eyes.
"Who are you talking to?" he asked.
Of course he knew. He had to know, didn't he? He and dad had been warning Bethany about the girl in the mirror her entire life. He knows and he doesn't want you and I to be friends. He wants to keep you from me, the voice said. Don't let him keep you from me, Martha.
Her belly rumbled then and her insides twisted. Something heavy and dark, something alien gripped inside and pulled on her like a puppet. She could feel it wiggling in, searching for the proper hold, and for a moment it seized control. Bethany lashed out then, slashing at her brother. Her nails caught on his left cheek and she could feel the warm trickle of blood as she cut into his flesh.
"Son of a bitch," he cried, and fell back.
More heads turned, including that of an usher. Bethany could see him calling for someone on his walkie. Her dad had one like it on the farm. Only this man was distorted somehow. The usher's face took on a grotesque countenance; all the faces did, her brother's face, those of the onlookers, all of them. Beneath each pallid mask of flesh something squirmed pushing out against the thin skin barrier – something seeking an exit.
Bags of meat and bone and blood. Nothing more. So easy. Just puncture the flesh and it all runs out like air from a balloon. Do you like balloons, Martha? She had never had a balloon. They shined, and dad said she might see the girl in the mirror in the reflection. He thought she'd see her in everything.
And would that be so bad you little bitch?
"Leave me alone!" she screamed.
That's when the manager turned the corner. Bethany could hear the manager shouting to them. "What's the problem here?" His voice came from a distance, echoing and hollow.
That was when Billy noticed the girl in the mirror. He never told Bethany what he saw in the glass, but Bethany knew he saw her, or at least some version of her. Suddenly he scooped his sister up in his arms and rushed from the theater, the manager shouting after them.
"Hold up! Come back here!"
The sound of footsteps followed them out the door as they ran out into the blazing sunshine, and it was bright, so bright. It hurt Bethany's eyes.
I said don't leave me! You leave me and I will hunt you down and I will flay you like a deer and leave your fleshless corpse strung up by your ankles to drip dry! And I'll make sure you feel it, Martha – every bit of it. Do you want to know what it feels like to be flayed alive, Martha?
Bethany burst into tears, and as the glass doors clanged shut behind them, Bethany could see the girl staring back at her. Was that blood on her face?
The door burst open, again, the manager and the usher running out. Did they think Billy was kidnapping her?
Isn't he? He's taking you away from me. I'm more your family than he is.
"You're not my family!" She wasn't her family and the nasty girl needed to shut up. Bethany felt ashamed then, ashamed that she had ever wanted to see this girl; ashamed that she had defied her father by lying to him, by coming to this theater; ashamed because she knew now that she was a sinner in the eyes of God.
"Honor thy father and thy mother," she whispered, "that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee."
"Hush," Billy said. "Shut your eyes." His voice trembled, yet still soothed. Bethany shut her eyes.
"Just don't listen to her. I know it hurts."
He was right; it did. Bethany began to hum a tune in her head to block out the angry words, but as she did a headache built within – a great giant headache the size of a mountain. And still inside her the unclean thing tugged, trying once again to seize hold. She began to cry.
"It's okay," Billy said. "Mom cried, too. Every time."
His voice was in her ear, soothing, as he swung open the door and thrust her on the passenger seat. Yet it was so distant as well... and he was wrong. It would never be okay. Never, again.
That was the day that Bethany became Daddy's little demon.
The door slammed shut and the engine started, but Bethany wasn't excited anymore. The sounds of the truck held no magic for her, not now. All that remained now was the darkness, with her eyes pressed shut, and that tinny voice ringing in her head.
Come back to me, Martha. Look in the mirror and come back to me.
And in the blackness, as she pressed her eyes tightly shut, she could see that face grinning at her, pale with bright red lips and jet black hair, that ghostly face of the girl in the mirror.
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