^^Song included just in case you wanna listen while reading.

Guys I'm crying really hard right now and you'll find out why at the end. 😭😭 I love you guys so much.

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Calums pov (3 months later)

I watch as Ana feeds our three month old with a bottle, slightly chuckling when he continuously giggles, causing all of the milk he was drinking to spill from his mouth.

Ana sighs and wipes his drool filled chin with a bib, lifting him up and bouncing him on her hip slowly. "Did you get a good sleep love?" I ask, sneaking up behind her and wrapping her and Chase -our son- in a hug. She sighs again, but a smile covers her face. "Yeah, it was good. He only woke up once during the night so that was good." She says. I nod my head, staring down at the baby in front of me. No matter how many times I look at him, I never get tired of examining the different traits each of us gave him.

For example, he has my dark hair and dark eyes, but Ana's lighter complexion and her cute little nose. It's a wonderful combination of the both of us, Ana always says that one day he will grow up to be as handsome as me. I blush every time, still not used to compliments from her, even though we are engaged and have had a child together. (Yes Ana, (-; engaged)

"Are you excited for the tour to end?" Ana asks, motioning to the calendar which shows that we only have three and a half months left until we are on a break again. "Yes and no, I don't want to stop touring because I love the fans. But I do because I want to spend more time with my precious family." I say, burying my face in her neck and swaying back and forth. She giggles.

"How did I ever get so lucky?" Ana whispers, I knot my eyebrows together, looking down at Chase who has just fallen asleep, though a smile is still on his face. He is a very happy baby. Which I love about him, he can always cheer me up with just a single one of his toothless little grins.

"What do you mean?" I ask, though I have somewhat of an idea of what she is meaning. I feel the same way about her.

"I mean that i have the perfect family. Before you guys I was practically alone. I had my little sister, and mom and stuff, but I didn't feel nearly as loved as I do now. I have the perfect fiancé, the perfect son, and just a perfect family in general. Plus our friends are amazing too. We're all just so... Perfect... And so lucky." She says. I smile.

"I love you Ana."

"I love you too Calum."

"And I love you Chase." I whisper, kissing the sleeping infants head and then kissing Ana.

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Michaels pov

"Here comes the airplane." I sing song, bringing the spoon down and circling it around Aaron's mouth, he giggles, reaching for it. I slip the spoonful of blueberry flavoured baby food into his mouth, laughing when he swallows it and immediately reached for more.

"He's got quite an appetite, just like his daddy." Jocelyn speaks from behind me, I laugh, scooching over so she can sit down. She takes the spoon from me and feeds Aaron, letting me lay my head on her shoulder.

"We gotta get a bigger spoon." She laughs, quickly taking spoonfuls of the blue goop and feeding it to him. I join in and soon enough Aaron begins to laugh too. He's a strange and silly boy, he likes to smile, but not very often. He also likes to laugh, but only if other people are also laughing. So if Jocelyn and I start laughing, it's most likely that he will as well. Otherwise he just stares around with a somewhat fascinated expression, the one that all babies usually have.

"You're a great father." Jocelyn suddenly says out of no where, causing a grin to break out on my face.

"Really think so?" I ask hopefully. She nods her head.

"I know so." She smirks, causing me to blush and her to chuckle.

"Well... You're a great mother." I add, kissing her cheek lightly and glancing from her to Aaron and back again. She giggles, the sound like music to my ears.

"Am I?" She asks playfully. I nod my head, kissing her neck softly. "Yes you are."

"I love you Mikey." She speaks slowly, wiping Aaron's face off with his bib and then turning to face me.

"And I love you Josie." I say, grasping one of her hands in my own.

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Ashton's pov (wow, I've only done this once)

"Hey Del?" I call into our room, using a nickname I know she will immediately respond to.

"Yes ash?" She replies, peaking her head out from the bathroom. A brush is placed in one of her hands while a straightener is placed in the other.

"I was just wondering what you were doing." I say honestly, feeling my cheeks heat up as I think of how clingy i sound. She smiles at me, motioning for me to walk towards her. I obey, pushing my hair out of my face as I take short strides over to her.

"You know how we were talking about going fully public? Like telling them that we weren't just friends? And how I didn't want to?" She mumbles, setting the hair accessories down and turning to face me. I nod my head, recalling the long talk we had about it three days ago. She said she would think about it, but she made it clear she was very nervous about it. She's definitely not used to all this attention.

"Well... I thought about it and I think we should." She says, adjusting the collar on my shirt and smiling, she cannot meet my eye though, every time she does when we're this close, she begins blushing like crazy. It's adorable.

"Really?!" I ask, my voice cracking and the excitement clearly evident in my voice. I clear my throat and lift my head higher. "I umm... What made you uhh, change your mind?" I ask, changing my tone so it doesn't sound like a HighSchoolers anymore.

"Well I was just thinking about how happy I am with you, and how it's been about half a year that we've been dating. It just seems right, and I don't care what people say anymore, as long as I'm with you Ashton." She smiles deeply, caressing my jaw with her frail fingers and kissing me quickly.

"Well, I'm glad you feel that way. I do too, I lov-" I cut myself off, my face paling but then I begin blushing so that adds some colour back. We haven't used the 'L' word yet. I pretty much just confessed my love for her, and it could be unrequited. Depending on what she could be feeling.

She pulls away, giving me a small but very questioning look. I bite my lip and shuffle out of her reach. "I should um. Leave you to finish... This." I say quickly, motioning from her hair straightener and then to her head. I turn to walk out of the bathroom but she pulls me back, surprisingly very quickly.

She grabs my face, pulling it to her own at a rapid pace, our lips slamming together. My eyes jerk open at the immediate contact, but I soon close them as I realize she isn't mad.

We mould our lips together, one of her hands behind my head while the other is on my face, mine simply hold her by her waist.

"Ashton?" She questions, pulling away breathlessly. We don't move from our positions. "Yes Delilah?" I respond.

"I love you." She giggles. I smile widely, immediately bringing my lips to hers again.

"I love you." I say, feeling like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It feels amazing to say that to someone and actually mean it.

"I love you." I repeat, kissing her again and again. "I love you so much." (Cliche af 👌🏽)

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Luke's pov

"Shhhh, babe it's okay. Daddy's got you. You're okay." I say in a soothing voice, lifting the crying infant from her little crib and cradling her in my bare arms. She instantly quiets down and I smile, pulling the first couple buttons free on her little black sleeper.

"You're very warm, aren't you sweetie?" I whisper, knowing for a fact she is considering the thin layer of sweat gathering at her little neck. I softly pull the sleeper off half of her, exposing her warm chest.

I walk to the rocking chair we have in the corner, humming quietly to calm Lia, lately she's been getting up at godly hours screaming, usually it's been paisley who would get up to calm her, but I know Paisleys exhausted after many sleepless nights, so today I get to take care of my little Lia.

I sit down in the chair, making sure Lia is comfortably seated on my bare chest. She was born with quite a bit of hair on her little head, considering the theory of the more heart burn you get, the more hair your baby will have. Paisley used to have tons of heart burn. It concerned me a lot before.

She has small little curls right now, blonde ones. She obviously got my hair colour, as well as my nose and my ears, but her eyes are definitely Paisleys. It's hard to tell whose eye colour she has considering paisley and I both have blue eyes, but the shape of her eyes are paisleys, big and round. It's adorable, on both of them.

She whimpers a little, her lip quivering as she clutches my pinky finger in her tiny hand. "It's okay love, you're okay. Do you want daddy to sing to you?" I whisper, it's basically a rhetorical question, she obviously can't answer.
(The Internet has ruined 'daddy' for me)

I slowly rub her back, trying to get her to fall asleep again as I think of an appropriate song for singing to my daughter. That's when I remember one. (•Here marks the point where I cried a little)

"Carry on, let the good times roll, sail on, let your path unfold. It won't be long, won't be long, won't be long, you know it's gonna get better, you know it's gonna get better." I sing quietly, barely above a whisper, letting my memories flood out as I sing this song.

"Say a prayer, for the broken bones, cos who cares, we're all going home." I recall the accident as I get to this part, though it's not exactly a happy memory, it was a good night before all that happened.

"And it won't be long, won't be long, won't be long, you know it's gonna get better, you know it's gonna get better."

"I got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter, so close to the other side, so far from the wonder."

"I got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter, so sick of the tug of war, that keeps pulling me under."

"Let the good times rooolllll." I sing, smiling down at my little Lia who is on the verge of falling asleep.

"Let the good times rolllll."

"Carry on, outlast the ignorance, moving on, survive the innocence, it won't be long, won't be long, won't be long." I sing, with this, she closes her eyes, and let's out a small breath, indicating she has fallen asleep.

"You know it's gonna get better." I end, hugging her closer to my chest, and sighing. Then shortly after, falling asleep.

Paisleys pov

I wake up, surprisingly feeling refreshed and awake. These last couple nights when I've woken up I've felt awful and just exhausted. Ana and Jocelyn feeling the exact same way. If one of our kids aren't up, then another one is.

But at leased we have tons of people that help out. Luke, Calum, Michael obviously take care of their children, Ashton, Delilah, the boys from 1D, and then there's obviously me, Jocelyn, and Ana who also are with the babies all the time. We're like a giant family, and I love that.

Delilah has been exceptionally helpful seeing as the boys are almost always at rehearsals or preforming. She's been basically the back bone of this all. She's been going to stores undercover, getting diapers, clothes, anything we need. I can tell she likes children just by the way her eyes light up every time she sees either Josie's and Mikey's little guy, Aaron, mine and Luke's little angel, Lia, or Ana and Calums little boy, Chase.

Her favourite thing to do is feed the babies, especially Aaron since he's so messy. He's recently figured out how to stay up by himself and use his hands more. So he's always throwing things everywhere, mainly his food and toys.

I'm just waiting for her announcement on when her and ashy will be expecting. I know there only been going out for a couple months, but it's obvious that they are in love. Plus Ashton's older now, so it's not like it's a couple week high school affair.

I get up from my bed, instantly walking to my phone to check the time. My eyeballs almost bounce out of my head when I notice it's 10:00. Lia never sleeps this late. Ever.

I rush to the back room where Lia and the rest of the babies small rooms are. Almost tripping over the shoes sitting by the front of the bus. I throw open the door quickly, but quietly in fear of waking the others. But what I see is is not the sight I expected to see.

The sight I see almost melts my heart. There sat Luke, with Lia all curled up on his bare chest, both of them sleeping peacefully. It's the most adorable sight I've ever seen. Moments like these remind me of how lucky I am to have such a loving family, that's including everyone.

And I can tell, that even though we've been through a lot, and a lot of great and exciting things have happened...

It can only get better from here.

(A/N)

Hey guys, i made this an extra long update because I love you and also because this was the very last chapter of 'The Girl In the Front'. I won't be doing a third book, this is the last one, and that makes me super super emotional because I've met so many amazing people while writing this story.

A special thanks to Hemmotran ButUrNotLUKEHEMMINGS cake_hoodingsa and PineapplesAreSuchWow for being the best internet/real life friends in the world and for supporting me through all this!

Also a thank you to everyone who read this book, voted, and or commented. You guys make my day when I see that you are enjoying this.

The epilogue will be posted sometime within the next day or so.

Thank you guys so much for everything. I love you. <3

-Caitllin