Chapter Five

His Mess

I was embarrassed thinking about the past after almost being caught by the twin brothers staring at them. Bago pa ako matitigan ng mga ito ay patakbo na akong umalis sa bar at walang lingong lumayo.

I was panting when I got into my room. Habol ko ang paghinga at init na init ang pakiramdam ko kaya sa banyo ako dumiretso upang maghilamos.

I scolded myself over and over again for feeling this way. Dahil walang epekto ang hilamos ay dumiretso na ako sa shower at doon nanatili sa mga sumunod na minuto. I closed my eyes as I try to control my thoughts and get rid of the same effect that consumed me years ago.

Naikuyom ko ang mga kamay dahil kahit ilang minuto nang lumalagaslas ang tubig sa aking ulo pababa sa aking katawan ay hindi pa rin matinag ang mabilis at malakas na kalampag ng aking puso. My mind couldn't stop thinking about him too to the point that I lost it—again.

"Ohhh! Toine!"

"Be fucking quiet, Lacey," hinihingal niyang bulong sa akin sabay kapit ng mahigpit sa aking balakang.

We were currently fucking at the library. Wala naman sa plano dahil binisita niya lang ako sa university pero dahil hindi ko na siya madalas makita ay nasabik ako sa kanya at gano'n din siya sa akin.

Even though we are still communicating and continued being fuck buddies, our time together became limited after he graduated college. Naging abala siya lalo na sa pressure ng responsibilidad sa kanyang pamilya, his father in particular.

Sa ilang buwang nakilala ko siya ay inamin niyang sa akin lang siya nakakapag-open ng mga problema sa buhay. I understand him deeper. Minsan ay hindi ko maiwasang maawa lalo na sa estado ng relasyon niya sa kanyang ama. It was totally unfortunate.

"I-I can't, Toine... ohhh..." sa wakas ay nanghihina kong sagot.

He shut my mouth by putting his hand on it. Napakapit ako nang mahigpit sa bookshelf at pinilit na sundin ang mga daing niya habang hawak ang isa kong paa at dahan-dahang bumabayo sa aking likuran.

He just pulled my skirt up and pulled my panties aside before puting his hard cock inside of me. We were quiet at first especially because there were a lot of students but Toine were hitting the right spots.

And oh, it feels so damn good.

I whimpered against his hand. Humigpit ang pagtakip niya sa bibig ko dahil hindi ko na mapigilan ang mga ungol sa bawat malalalim at mabagal niyang ulos. He was taking me so slow yet so deep. I could feel my walls tightening around his long and thick manhood.

Halos umikot ang mga mata ko nang isagad niya sa akin ang kabuuan habang hinahalik-halikan ang aking tainga.

"Fuck, Lacey... you're so hot but be fucking quiet for real."

"Hmmph!"

"Please just keep quiet baby and put your legs up here," turo niya sa pangalawang estante na sakto lang para magawa niya pa rin ang gusto habang hindi na hawak ang binti ko.

I did what he asked. His free hand then went into my chest. Halos umuga na ang mahaba at puno ng librong bookshelf dahil sa pagbilis ng galaw niya at higpit ng kapit ko sa estante. I felt him unbutton my silk blouse to get inside and touch my bare chest. Sa isang mabilis na galaw lang ay nakapasok na ang kamay niya at humihimas na sa aking dibdib.

I continued suppressing my moans. Kahit na may mga naririnig akong naglalakad sa mga aisle bago ang kinaroroonan namin ay hindi kami tumigil. Kahit na sasabog na ang puso ko sa kaba at ayaw kong mahuli ay mas ayaw ko pa ring ihinto niya ang ginagawa.

He released another button so he could finally pull my bra down and reveal my perky breast. Hindi ko na napigilang ilipat ang kanang kamay upang abutin ang kanyang leeg habang patuloy ang paglalaro niya sa tuktok ng kaliwa kong dibdib. He was pinching my nipples lightly with two fingers to stimulate me more. Patuloy rin ang paghalik-halik niya sa aking leeg habang labas-masok sa naglalawa kong pagkababae.

"Are you quiet now?" he asked after slowing his pace while focusing on playing with my boobs.

He was enjoying everything especially the thrill of fucking in a public place with the risk of getting caught.

"I'm going slow... I want to feel every inch of you so promise me you'd be really silent."

"Uh-hmm..." tumatango-tango kong sambit.

Bahagya niyang niluwagan ang pagkakatakip sa aking bibig. I bit my lip as hard as I could as I feel his cock really slowly pushing inside me. Napaawang ang bibig niya nang lingunin ko.

"Good girl..." he mumbled and then lick and bit his lower lip.

Bumalik ako sa pagharap sa mga librong patuloy din sa marahang pag-uga kasabay ng mga katawan naming nag-iisa. We fucked in that position quietly while people in the library do their thing.

Maya-maya ay pinihit na niya ako paharap sa kanya. Bago pa ako makapagsalita ay binuhat na niya ako't dinala sa dingding para sa mas solid na suporta.

"A-Andres..."

"I miss you," he cut me off. "I fucking miss you, Lacey." he added wholeheartedly while staring into my eyes.

Nag-init ang sulok ng mga mata ko sa kanyang binanggit.

I love hearing those words. I love seeing him longing for me. I love how it makes me feel important, but then I know it was not because of my presence but what we are doing when we're together. And that is fuck.

I gasped when he grabbed my face in his warm hand and kissed me fully on the mouth when my lips remained sealed. He opened it with a longing kiss until our their tongues met. I wrapped my solid arms around his neck and pulled him tight, making him stop fucking my dripping sex.

Our mouths began devouring each other. We stayed in that embrace for a moment and enjoy our passionate kiss while his shaft was still buried and pulsing deeply inside of me.

"I miss you too, Andres..." I answered after the kiss. Parehas naming habol ang paghinga sa paghihiwalay ng aming mga labi.

Instead of answering me, he just lowered his face and reach for my right chest. Nabitiwan ko siya't nailagay ang isang kamay sa aking bibig upang hindi makagawa ng ingay. I arched my back so he could kiss my nipples properly. Hindi ko ininda ang lamig ng dingding. Walang hiya niya namang ipinasok sa loob ng mainit na bibig at nilaro-laro ang tuktok no'n gamit ang malikot na dila.

"Fuck..." he said, now looking up to lock eyes with mine while still playing with my nipples. "I'll wait for your class to finish. Dito kita hihintayin."

I nodded. "Are we going to stop now and continue this later?"

He smirked and then stop caressing and sucking my nipples before he shake his head.

"Not a chance." aniya bago umayos ng tindig.

Inayos niya ang paghawak sa aking balakang pagkatapos ay walang sabi na ulit akong inangkin. I had to cling to him again when his hips began pumping in and out of me savagely. Every thrust went so deep I feel empty whenever he pulls out.

I closed my eyes and let him fuck me hard, take every inch of me. He pushed me to wall harder. My hands cling tighter to his broad shoulders, holding on for dear life as he grunted and growled in every move.

The pleasure became so intense. In just under a minute, I know I am already nearing the edge. He looked at my wondrous body, the way my slim waist heaved, the way my breasts went up and down as his thrusts rocked me back and forth.

"Hmmph..." pigil na pigil kong ungol hanggang sa napatingala na ako matapos sugurin ng napakasarap at nakakaliyong pakiramdam.

"Look at me, Lacey..." he demanded.

My legs began to shake. He kept fucking me while looking at me like he was giving me permission to cum. Napalingon ako nang bahagyang gumalaw ang bookshelf sa aking gilid, tanda na may tao sa kabilang banda. We did not stop. I let him fuck me and keep up with my orgasm.

Seconds later, he was rocking me roughly. Nangungunot na rin ang kanyang noo. There were beads of sweat on his forehead. His muscles were working so hard everything was visible. He was trying so hard to keep up and join me into delirium.

"Are you safe?" he asked in a low voice, enough for me to hear.

Wala akong naisagot kung hindi isang mabilis na tango. That all it takes for him to catch up on me. Ilang segundo lang ay mahigpit na naming yakap ang isa't isa at pigil ang mga ungol sa bawat tainga nang sabay na marating ang sukdulan.

His juices spilled out of my sex when he kept pumping into me, literally feeling every inch of my cunt. Patuloy ang pagtibok niya sa loob ko. Hindi ko na namalayang nakagat ko ang kanyang balikat sa tindi ng pagpipigil kong umungol ng malakas.

I was filled by his cum. He collapsed against me after he relaxed. A minute later, he swiftly remove me against the wall and put me down. Humigpit ang yakap niya sa akin nang lumapat na ang mga paa ko sa sahig. He knew my legs were still weak.

I hug him tighter as I feel his fluid spilled down my thighs.

"I don't have a handkerchief, Toine. It's on my legs now."

Pasimple niyang ibinaba ang mga kamay upang ayusin ang palda ko pero bago ko pa naayos ang nakalantad kong mga dibdib ay muli na niya akong hinapit upang yakapin ulit. Magtatanong na sana ako pero hindi ko nagawa nang makita ang dalawang lalaking sumulpot sa dulo ng aisle na aming kinaroroonan. He did not stop hugging me to protect me from being seen naked.

Nahinto ang mga lalaki, natulala sa amin. Lumakas ang kalabog ng puso ko kahit na hindi naman ako nakahubad sa harapan nila.

Sa paglingon ni Toine sa mga lalaki habang yapos pa rin ako ay sabay silang napalunok.

"What are you looking at? Go on, walk the fuck away now."

Walang sabing nagkumahog ang mga ito sa pag-alis lalo na nang makilala siya. He pushed me back towards the wall and put both of his hands on it, covering me with his body so no one could see me. May pagmamadali kong inayos ang dibdib ko nang bumaba ang mga mata niya doon.

"Thank you." I said after finally buttoning my blouse and fixing myself in front of him.

"Take your panties off."

"H-ha?"

"Take it off so we can clean yourself with it. Wala rin akong panyo."

I did what he said but after taking my panties off, he grab it from my hand, kneel and slowly run it from my knee up to my thighs.

Ilang beses akong napalunok habang pinanunuod siyang nakaluhod sa aking harapan at nililinis ang sariling likido sa aking mga hita. Nanghihina akong muling napakapit sa kanya nang umahon siya't mapunta na ang kamay sa aking pagkababae.

"Spread your legs so I can clean you well."

"I-I can do it."

"I want to do it, baby. It's my mess anyway." he said, now smirking playfully.

My face heated at that. Pinigilan kong mapaawang ang bibig habang nililinis niya ang sensitibo kong kaselanan. Nang sabihin kong okay na ay tumango lang siya pero imbes na ibigay sa akin ang panty ko ay inilagay niya lang 'yon sa kanyang bulsa.

"Toine."

"Just make sure no one would see it or else someone will get really hurt." maawtoridad niyang bilin dahilan para maitikom ko na lang ang aking bibig.

Marahas akong napadilat sa pagtunog ng aking cell phone. The shower was almost flooded. Hindi ko na alam kung gaano ako katagal na muling nalulong sa pag-iisip. I cursed myself as I hurriedly turned the shower off. Stepped out of it to grab the towel but I failed to do it when my knees betrayed me.

Nanghihina akong napakapit sa lababong nasa gilid ko at nababaliw na napatitig sa aking repleksiyon sa salamin.

Fuck... did memories just made me wet? Did it just turn me the fuck on?