Author's Note:  It's been a long time right ?

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Have you ever had this serious urge to kill someone even though it's wrong ?

Well, I had this urge when I saw Harry and Lillian walking hand in hand towards me. Keep the pda to yourselves, kids. I thought and then the annoying little voice in my head piped up They are just holding hands, it's a normal thing for couples to do. You can not relate."

I was quick to look down at my hands that were awkwardly placed on my lap, I didn't want any awkward hellos and how are yous to take place that day. Sue me.

"So, Taylor here wanted to talk to you about something." Was the first thing that Harry said when he finally reached me. What a jerk.
"You wanted to talk ?" Lillian said in a smooth, sweet voice. I cleared my throat and looked at Lillian with a sweet sickening smile on my face. "I'm sorry! For everything, I've been such a b*tch to you and I-I just want the best for Harry because you know, I'm his best friend. I don't want anybody to hurt his feelings and I just wanted to-"
"Okay that's enough, Taylor." Harry cut my rambling off and kissed Lillian's cheek and Lillian looked at me with glassy eyes, was she seriously about to cry ?
"It's okay Taylor. I'm sorry if I came off as a stuck up rude girl, I just wanted and still want you to like me and accept me just as Harry has." She said and smiled, wiping a tear that fell on her cheek.
She's acting. This is all an act that she has put up for Harry. Did you hear how she mentioned the fact that Harry has already accepted her? She's trying to make you jealous , Taylor. Destroy her. She's no good.
The voice in my head was beginning to annoy and all I could do was just nod at Lillian. "I-uh I have to go now. See you guys later." I said and quickly walked off.

As soon as I entered the girl's washroom, I was quick to stand in front of the mirror. You shouldn't have apologised. To Harry and to Lillian.
I shouldn't have apologised to Harry. My mind was right. He was being rude to me, he was taking his girlfriend's side rather than mine. His only best friend.

Destroy Lillian.
Mess her up.
The voice said.

Did I mention that I had schizophrenia ?