(A/N: republished this part cuz there were a few problems)

Emma's POV

"What?" Was all I could say.

Honestly,  just why.

Oh, of course, he must have found someone better. How could I have been to stupid,  to actually think he loved me.

"Look, I don't think this will workout, I thought I loved you for real, that's why I decided to date you and see if my feelings were real, but I realized, that it was a simply a small crush I used to have on you, I'm sorry for leading you on.. can we go back to being bestfriends- or atleast friends?" Eric said, as my jaw dropped.

Is he serious? He dated me all this time to check if he really loved me or not.

"You know what? F*ck you, don't ever come talk to me, seriously you dated me to check whether you actually loved me? Get out" I yelled.

Just then Levi walked in with a towel in his hand. Eric looked at Levi. "Really? why is he over? Honestly, I don't get you Emma, when we were dating, you would still hang out with Brendon and Levi, I was your boyfriend not them, maybe Mackenzie wasn't wrong about you being a b*tch" Eric said, angrily.

Excuse me? He was f*cking angry? He has no right.

"No, he came this morning, plus, you're one to talk, whenever I was having a hard time, oh I'm sorry, that you were to f*cking busy with whatever you were doing to even come check on me- let alone text me to check if I was okay, but Brendon and Levi, we aren't even dating and they came and helped me feel better, and if you assumed that I cheated on you, go ahead, I don't give a damn, you broke up with me anyways, now get the f*ck out of my house" I yelled, pointing at the door.

He just scoffed and left, kind of slamming the door in the process.

I was about to break down, but I knew that I wasn't going to infront of Levi.

"Whoa.. what happened?" Levi asked. "Eric broke up with me, because he decided he didn't actually ever love me in the first place." I mumble, rolling my eyes, as if I didn't care.

Levi hugged me and I hugged him back."why does everyone hate me" I sobbed."Not everyone hates you Emma, you have us, me, Brendon, Becky, Jessica and your dad" he said.

"Can you call Becky for me?" I asked, Levi nodded as I trudged to the living room and laid down on the couch, hugging a cushion tightly.

I could hear Levi talking to Becky and soon, he came to the living room and sat on another couch.

I just laid on the couch, staring at the window, feeling empty as the voices in my head started screaming at me.

Silly girl, you actually thought he loved you?

You're so pathetic, no one likes you.

You're too f*cked up and ugly.

The bell rang as Levi got up and quickly ran to the front door to open for Becky.

Next thing I know is Becky running over to me and pulled me into a hug.

"Oh god, baby I'm so sorry, I didn't think it would turn out like this, he is a d*ck, he doesn't deserve you" Becky said, rubbing my back, as I start sobbing into her shoulder.

"I have an idea, why don't we go to a party tonight, I heard Ryan is hosting one, and you know his parties, they are lit" Becky said trying to cheer me up. I just shook my head.

"Come on, Emma I'm not leaving you to watch one of your sad romantic movies while stuffing youself with oreo icecream,and  feeling bad for yourself for that asshole, he doesn't deserve your tears babe" Becky said, hugging me a bit tighter then letting go.

She was right. I'm not going to waste my time, watching sad romantic movies and feeling sorry for myself,I'm going to show Eric that I'm not as pathetic as he thinks I am.

"Okay, fine I'll go, and you know what? You can do my makeup and everything" I forced a smile as Becky grinned and hugged me.

"I guess I'll leave you two for the rest of the day and me, Brendon and Theo will pick you girls up at around 9?" Levi asked. Becky nodded.

Levi then left, and me and Becky headed up to my room. "So what do you want to do before we start getting ready? Becky asked, as she picked at her nails.

"I want to read honestly, but I know you don't want to do that so I'll stick to Adam Sandler movies" I say, picking up my computer. "You know me so well" Becky said with a big smile plastered on her face.

Ever since Becky had watched the movie Blended, she started watching every movie that had Adam Sandler starring in it.
"Let's watch blended" I say as she nod.

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It was currently 7 pm as we started picking our outfits. Becky decided to wear a white crop top, white high waisted shorts and a floral kimono above. Then she sat infront of my mirror and started curlying her long blonde hair.

I just stood infront of my closet scanning through the mess. I really should clean up my closet. I had told Becky that I would pick my own outfit and she would judge. I took out my black and white flannel, a short casual black dress, and knee high black socks.

I quickly put on my clothes, making sure Becky didn't see the cuts.
Then I put on my black lace up, high heeled ankle boots. I walked up to Becky, who was busy with doing her hair, and tapped on her shoulder.

She spun around to see me as her jaw dropped"You look gorgeous" Becky complements me as I grin." Can I curl your hair?" Becky asked. "Yep" I answer, popping the 'p'. While she was curling my hair, I put on black and grey eyeshadow to make a smoky effect, some mascara and finally eye liner. I was finally getting a hang of putting on eyeliner. I used to absolutely suck.

After we were done, I put on my choker necklace and now I was ready to get drunk and forget about Eric for tonight.

I grabbed my small  black purse, putting my phone and just incase-money.

We went downstairs to the living room to wait for the guys to pick us up. " oh, is Jessica going? " I asked. Becky nodded." I'm positive Jessica has never missed a party" Becky said, as I chuckled.

"Honestly, I feel like something is up with Jessica, like why out of nowhere would she just come apologize then suddenly become our 'bestfriend'?" Becky said, putting her phone down, emphasizing the word 'best friend'. I shrugged, knowing Becky had a point.

Just then a thought came into mind as my eyes widened, trying to push the thought away.

"Do you think Jessic-" I was interrupted by a car honking outside. "Come on, the guys are here" Becky said, dragging me off the couch and pulling me towards the front door.

"Becky chill, you know I'm wearing heels for God's sake" I rolled my eyes, secretly hoping I wouldn't trip and break my ankle.

"Oopsie sorry" Becky 'apologized', giggling. I locked the front door and walked towards Levi's beautiful car. While Becky went to theo's car.

I opened the door to the backseat and slid in. Both Levi and
Brendon were staring at me. "What?" I asked, as I felt my face heat up, probably turning red.

"You look smoking hot, that's what"  Brendon said, as my face practically exploded from how hot my cheeks were." He is right" Levi agreed, nodding.

"Just drive" I say, as they chuckled and turned back around.

Levi turned on the radio as the song Bon Appétite by katy Perry ft. Migos. The song was cringe worthy to be honest, but soon when Migos' rap part came, the song instantly became better.

The song after was I'm a Lady by Magen Trainer. I started singing along and when it got to a high pitch part, Levi and Brendon both yelled shut up before I could even try to reach it.

For the rest of that song, I had my arms crossed on my chest and pouted. Until the next song started playing. It was Beauty and the Beast by John Legend ft. Ariana Grande. I loved this song.

I started singing again, and soon, me and Levi were singing together, I was singing Ariana's part while Levi sang John's part.

"Tale as old as time, true as it can be, barely even friends, then somebody bends, unexpectedly" I sang then motioned for Levi to sing his part.

"Just a little change, small to say the least. Both a little scared, neither one prepared" Levi sang.

"Beauty and the beast" me and Levi sang together.

"Shut up both of you" Brendon said, not taking his gaze off the road.

Me and Levi just sat there silently as the instrumental part started playing. Soon Levi and I gave each other a look. I counted 1 2 3 with my fingers.

"EVER JUST THE SAMEEE, EVER A SURPRISEEE, EVER AS BEFORE, EVER JUST AS SURE, AS THE SUN WILL RI-I-I-SEE" me and Levi bursted out singing on the top.of our lungs.

"Shut it both of you, oh my god I think I might go deaf" Brendon complained, banging his head on the steering wheel.

"How dare you, we have the best voices on this planet" I say, putting my hand on my chest, acting hurt.

"Yeah sure" Brendon replied, sarcasm leaking in his voice. The song soon ended and a new song just started pla-

Me and Levi look at each other, with evil grins on our faces.
Its like we could read each others minds.

"Come on over in my direction, so thankful for that, such a bless'n yeah, turn every situation into heaven yeah. Ohh, you are..." Levi sang.

"My sunrise on the darkest days, got me feeling some kind of way, make me wanna savor every moment slowly, slo-owl-ly" I belted out the lyrics after him.

"You fit me, tailor-made love, how you put it on. Got the only key, know how to turn it on" he sang.

"The way you nibble on my ear, the only words I wanna hear" I sang.

"Baby, take it slow so we can last long" we both sang in unison.

Then we suddenly went quiet, obviously not knowing how to sing in spanish. Suddenly to my suriprise, Brendon started singing the spanish parts. Me and Levi stared at him with our mouths hung open.

Brendon was actually super good at singing. Like me of course.. *que the hair flip*

We all started singing at the same time,except me and Levi would just be like ' blah blah I don't know the lyrics' but singing it.

"What.the.actual.what ?!" I said to Brendon as the song ended and  he just chuckled." I know some spanish" he shrugged. Me and Levi just looked at each other with our mouths still open. " just a little? The f*ck bro" Levi said.

Then the song There's Nothing Holding Me Back by Shawn Mendes started playing. Unfortunately, I didn't know the lyrics but Levi and Brendon clearly did. He sang and soon Brendon joined him. Their voices combined sounded really good.

I bobbed my head to the music.

"And maybe I should stop and start confessing, confessing Ye-e-a-hh" Brendon sang, hitting the high pitch perfectly.

"Oh I've been shaking, I love you when you go crazy, you take all my inhibition.Baby there's nothing holding me back" They both sang out, like their life depended on it.

They kept singing all the way to Ryan's house while I enjoyed their singing, humming along.

Me, Levi and Brendon got out of the car and headed into the party.It was already super crowded with teens everywhere.

We pushed through the crowd and arrived at the kitchen, I got a solo cup and filled it half way with tequila. I looked up to find- Eric on the other side of the kitchen, with a blonde-ish and brown haired girl.She kind of pushed him against the wall behind him and kissed him. And they started making out.

I ignored it and knocked back the cold burning liquid. My throat was burning but I didn't give a sh*t.

I filled up my cup again and knocked it all back again.

I felt an arm go around my waist as I turn to find Brendon standing there."Ignore that asshole, he doesn't deserve you" Brendon said as I nodded.

After a while of dancing with Brendon, I told him that I needed the bathroom so I left Brendon, making my way through all the sweaty teens.

I climbed up the stairs and down the hallway and went into a room then to the bathroom. Just as I had opened it,my eyes widened at the sight of what was happening. Suddenly I threw up.

It happened all so quickly, I stood there frozen afterwards as I realized what had just happened.

I had just thrown up on a shirtless Jessica,

and behind her stood half naked Eric.
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Heyyyy guyss, I know I said I had finals, but

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Today us my birthday. Yup. Today. June 1st. My Birthday.

Anyways, I just felt like being nice and decided to post a new chapter for y'all.♥

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