God, I don’t even know if I’m coming or going! I’m about to lose it. I’m about to go crazy. There’s only so much a woman can take and right now my heart isn’t the limit and love seems to be spending outside of my
budget.

My entire soul has been compromised because love has blown up in my face.

Hot tears streamed down her beautiful face.

Somber, Georgia was sitting on the floor in her huge walk-in closet. She
looked over her beloved school screenplay.

She remembered when she wrote it. She was sixteen years old and she was going through something in her life.

She had just lost her virginity with a disrespectful asshole named Eduardo Rodriguez. She thought she was in love with him.

She waited her whole life to give her body to a knight in shining armor and when she did, after saying he was, she found out that he had sex with half the girls in school.

She was nothing but a traffic stop. Her name was slandered and scandalized.

Other boys approached her, trying to get in her panties. They didn’t respect her.

She had to fight other women to get her respect back and she did. Her red light didn’t last long enough to make Eduardo stay with her.

And when her clit gave him the green light he did just that: left her.

Eduardo then had sex with her close cousin, Priscilla. He told Priscilla, during their sexual romance, that she felt better than Georgia.

That Georgia was a prude compared to Priscilla’s feistiness.

When Georgia found out through the rumor mill that Eduardo Rodriguez fucked her cousin, she was upset and betrayed. She jumped on Priscilla during her Sweet 16 party, stabbing her with a huge kitchen knife in front of other family members.

Once the shockwave swarmed throughout the event, she turned the knife on Eduardo, stabbing him so deeply in his arm he almost bled to death on the way to the hospital.

Priscilla was in the same paramedic truck with him.

When her parents lashed out at her in confusion and anger, she ran and locked herself in the bathroom.

If only they understood what Eduardo and Priscilla did to me, then they wouldn’t be so quick to jump on me.

“Open this door, Georgia!” her father raged, pounding on the door. Her

Asian mother was calling her all kind of names. “How could you stab your own cousin? You little bitch open this fucking door!”

“LEAVE ME ALONE!” Georgia spewed, opening the medicine cabinet.

Eduardo didn’t love me. He loved Priscilla. They went behind my back and had sex. I am so embarrassed. No one will ever love me. How could my cousin betray me?

“Georgia.” Her father pounded on the door again, the door about to break free. “Open the door!”

“I DON’T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!
FUCK PRISCILLA! SHE FUCKED MY
BOYFRIEND BEHIND MY BACK!”

“Baby,” her mother reasoned, touching her husband’s arm. He settled down. “Open the door. We can talk about this…”

Georgia sunk to her knees, eyeing the bottle in her hands. The razor was by her legs. Her hair hung in
her face...

She started to perspire...