So. I lost a really good friend for good earlier today. And i honestly dont know what to do anymore. I did nothing.. she just hates me for being friends with someone else

And it just.. really hurts..? I just.. im really upset. Its really making me stress. She was such a good friend— i depended on her! And she just... turns her back to me..? When i really needed a friend the most..?

 I might not show it much, but.. im allways upset. And despite that, i make everyone happy.. and when i ask for one thing, people become selfish, and make it all about them! Its.. stressful! I absolutely hate it! Being stuck as a people pleaser just.. just makes me feel like shit, but no one cares, even when i try to take a break, and mend the ties with my family and my sick mother. Im just upset, but i doubt anyone is reading this.

Anyways, ive got some art i guess..?

First up is a new oc! Her name is odeliah! I think?..? Its not done

But i really love drawing her ;3

Shes a sadustic romantic that kills everyone that she 'falls in love with'

I drew an oc for my friend ;33

Heres her peice:

Next up is a v sexu tide pod chan *lenni intensifies*

Lol im going to hell

Im making my own chan for a thing with a really coolio instagram artist that actually n o t i c e d m e—

But its kleenex viva chan :33

Concepts are pretty shit really.

Soooooo nausea_chonn, a hecking amazing artist, did these redraws of seraph of the end covers

And tgat inspired me to draw krul bc i couldn't actually redraw the cover

Like

Ddcvhdchcghdghhdghgfbfhjf T H A N K S—

Doodles of my persona in different styles ;P

I love nintai so much honestly—

Doodles of me and my persona with the cover of the song

Chururira chururira da da da by Oktavia von Sekendorf

https://youtu.be/pmxNgKWyofM

Depressing venty doodles ;3

Some modern Odeliah stuff, mistly for DatPony101 as a referance ;3

I got some of my friends to draw tide pod chan!

From left to right, we have an irl friend that doesn't have wattpad, ThatDrugSAGE, and a doodle from me :33

Heres a tiny doodle of my angel gurl ;0

And mrs. ARMS bc i love her. She doesn't even have a name yet lmao

Heres a new oc thats still in the development phase

Basically, hes an immortal dude that has to die a different way each day. And he doesn't know when its going to happen

Hes a huge sadomasochistic weirdo that has a few screws loose in his noggin'

Hes also pretty much covered in scars—

Well, thats all i could fit in here, but i had a fun birthday on monday ;0

Mom got me a switch! I was super happy about that one :33

Ive been playing breath of tge wild for ages now lmao—